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she knows the answer

CHAEYOUNG STAY INSIDE her room since last night.

Today supposed to be the fun day, because she will open her presents from the boys, laugh with her family and her best friend, getting know each other with Bangtan and eat Christmas Cookies.

Instead of locking herself inside her room, doing nothing but staring at the ceiling.

No one dares knock on her door, even the parents, which is they probably don't know what happened between Jungkook and Chaeyoung. And that's good. She can't explain to her parents nor she wants to.

Maybe Jungkook told everyone else and ask them to give the girl space. Maybe Jungkook also stays inside his room and doesn't want to go out, just like Chaeyoung right now.

She couldn't shake, though, was the waking memory of Jungkook's kiss. Her fingers fly to her lips, she pushes at them with her index finger.

These lips these lips.

Double knocks interrupt the thoughts. Chaeyoung turns her head toward the white door and waiting until someone says a word.

She wishes it's not him.

"Chae, the boys will go to the airport right now," it's Alice.

She turns her gaze toward the clock on her night-stand and it's read 11:45 am. Right, they have to go...

"Chaeyoung?" A deep voice calls out from other side and she recognizes who the voice belongs to. The first guy she met after Jungkook. "Can I come in?"

It takes a whole a minute for her to open the door and let Namjoon in, Alice gives her a small smile and get downstairs again leave the two behind.

She closes the door and leans on the door, her eyes never met Namjoon.

"Chaeyoung, are you okay?"

No, I'm not okay. I kissed one of your member, Namjoon. She really wants to say that but she decided to nod and give him a thin smile.

Who is she joking too? Of course, Namjoon didn't buy that.

He slides down his palms to his pockets, still awkward and tries to find a right word to say, "we're heading back to Seoul after this, don't you wanna go downstairs and say 'safe flight' to others?"

"Safe flight..." Chae mutters under her breathe. Gosh, she hates herself to be chicken like this.

He chuckles, "just me?"

"You are the leader, right? You represent everyone else." She mumbles and pouts, "please Namjoon, I don't want to leave my room right now..."

Chaeyoung can't explain what's going on inside her mind and it seems like Namjoon gets that, so he just gives a long sigh after brief seconds and open his arms. Give his best dimples smile, she knows what he wants so Chaeyoung returns his hugs.

She feels bad right now and she mutters another sorry to Namjoon.

"It's fine, Chaeyoung." he reassured her and loosen their hug, "see you soon?"

Chaeyoung nod and he pat her head crown then leave the room.

She takes a deep breathe and go back to her bed and dump her face on it. A muffled scream echo the room and she turns her body after lacking air, facing the ceiling again.