Guy next door

Chapter 15

HEY!!

Umm so i woke up at 6:30 and ive been watch 5sos videos sense 9:08 pm still watch them..

Sooo yeah.

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ASPEN'S POV

I woke up in not my bed and i was shirtless like i didnt even have a bra on. but i had pants on.

I looked over and i was with ashton. i felt like shit.

I covered my boobs and i started looking for my shirt.

I looked all over in the room. i grabbed ashtons shirt and put it on.

I go down stairs. i was still at the house that had a party.

I looked and i found my shirt in the refrigerator.

I tried finding my bra and i couldnt find that at all.

"Ashton wake up" i shook him.

"Whats up aspen" he said with his eyes close.

"Ashton lets go home its 1:34 pm. Get up" i shook him more.

"Okay. im up" he got up i gave him his shirt and i put mine on and we drove home. witch we should have.

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We tried getting in the house quietly but the were all there.

"Where were you guys" zayn asked

"Probably picking out dildo's" harry joked.

"No they went to a party" luke smirked at us.

"How did you know?" ashton asked.

"Cause' i went to the party" luke look at the ground.

"You did?" ashton looked confused.

"Yeah. I have a picture of you running around with your shirt off. and one of you sticking your hands down ashtons pants" he showed me and ashton.

"Well thats embarrassing" i scratched my neck.

"Dude its all over twitter" louis announced.

"Good thing you hair is coving your face so there actually no proof that it is you" naill said

"Im so stupid" i sat down and ran my fingers threw my hair.

"Its gonna be fine love" ashton rubbed my back.

"She got some nice beastez" i herd the boys say. i think they were looking at the photo.

I got up and ashton followed me and i went and threw up ashton held my hair.

I slugged next to ashton and i cried.

I got a call from my mom and i answered.

"Hey" i wiped my tears.

"Your sister is having some serious medical problems. She has signs of cancer." my mom got emotional.

"Mom i come down soon i promise i got to go mom ill call you later. love you so much" i ended the call

I cried into my knee's and ashton cuddled me.

I packed my bags.

"Ashton i just got an plane ticket. im leaving soon." a tear left my eyes.

"Im coming with you." ashton stood up.

"Ashton you cant you have work to be done. they need you calum is already gone. its not a big deal ashton. ill come back soon" i tried holding the tears in.

"Aspen stop crying" he wiped my tears with his thumbs

I couldn't i was about to break up with ashton. i just felt it was the right thing to do in the situation.

"Ashton will you take care of mae mae for me please" i tried smiling.

"Yes" a tears left ashtons eyes.

"Ashton. i dont think we should be- i dont think we shoul- ashton we need to break up" i cried.

"No- no- what did i do wrong. aspen what did i do?" he ran his fingers threw his hair.

"You didn't do anything. i just dont know how long im going to be gone for" i sniffed and wiped my tears.

"We can skype all the time. please dont leave me" ashton said holding my face.

"Ashton my ride is here i have to go" i wiped his tears.

"bye ashton"

"Bye aspen" i hands disconnected and a ran towards the car before i changed my mind.

ASHTON'S POV.

"Shes gone" i whisper to myself.

My knees claps. the pain was unbearable. I grabbed a pencil sharpener. i took the blade out.

I cut the skin on my wrist. Many times the deeper i went the better it felt.

I carved her name.

Ive lost.

0 days clean.

Lost my girlfriend

Lost myself.

Lost my bestfriend

Lost everything.

Im just a lost human. i need her. My strength is gone. it feels like something just crawled in me and died.

Worst feeling ever....

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Sorry its short