Obviously Not. {a kian lawley fan fiction}

Chapter 5 Friends

We arrived to the party and there were tons of people there. Just so many it was not even real. 5 times as many as last night.

"What do you wanna do?" Kian said looking at me with a serious face.

"I don't-" I was interrupted by the sound of Kian's phone.

He held up one finger, referring to "one minute"

He answered with hello. Then he said a couple other things.

"So your here?" I heard him say.

"Alright meet me bye the left side of the surf-shop." He said and hung up.

"Who was that?" I asked him as he walked back over to me.

"Sam, he's here he was gonna ask me if I wanted to go so I told him I was here, but I forgot to mention you." He said.

"Its okay." I laughed trying to brush it off.

We headed towards the surf-shop to find Sam.

I hadn't met Sam but from what I heard today Kian and him are pretty close.

On our way to find Sam so many people said hi and looked at Kian, but at me to like they were upset with me. Like I never intended to like a "celebrity" and I never expected for him to like me back?

As we exited the large group of people we got towards the surf shop a medium sized boy started to run towards us. It was Sam.

"Kian, this is?" Sam said looking at me.

"Oh this is Raeley." He said in monotone.

I noticed that before we reached Sam Kian had let go of my hand.

"Is she your girlfriend?" He asked me.

"No, she's just a friend."

And that when my heart sunk, I had dedicated my first day of summer, with him?

I tried my hardest to pull myself together, no big deal. Even thought insides were caving in. I took a deep breath in and a deep breath out.

"That's cool." Sam said smiling.

I noticed that I hadn't said a word since we met Sam but would you expect me to? I had basically just been rejected. I know what your think, Kian said you weren't dating because it's your first date. But today was magical. I was so upset I couldn't breath.

"Stop being so shy?" I heard Kian say as I came somewhat out of my own little world. I honestly didn't wanna even look at him right now.

"I'm trying not to." I said in a really soft tone.

I looked up finally. Sam was staring at me with concern and so was Kian.

"What's wrong?" He said.

"I don't feel good, I think I'm coming down with something." I said fighting back tears.

I felt like I was making a huge deal about nothing but it wasn't nothing to me.

"Do you want to go home?" He asked me.

"Yeah, but stay here. I can walk alone." I said.

"Raeley- did I do something?" He asked me pulling my arm in the direction away from Sam.

"No Kian, please I don't feel good."

"Okay let's go." He said and put his arm around me.

I didn't want to be touched, I didn't want to be talked to, I wanted to be alone. I felt fine, medical wise. But mentally I was falling apart.

"No she's just a friend." Wouldn't stop playing in my head.

"Kian, I said I want to go alone." I pushing his arm off me.

He just stared at me. He wasn't mad, more shocked then mad.

But I didn't look back, I kept walking.

I walked until the party was out of site I was on a block. It was dark I was lost.

I pulled out my phone and called Ryan.

I told him the address and sat on the bench. I pulled out my phone and scrolled down on my phone.

Kikilawl: "party with my hitta" with a picture of him Sam and don't worry there were plenty of girls.

It wasn't okay.

More importantly, I wasn't okay.

Sorry for the short chapter I haven't wrote in forever and I'm sorry! But more chapters soon! 🔥 // Julie