To All The Boys I've Loved Before

Jeon Jungkook

To Jeon Jungkook,

You're my best friend.

My partner in crime for life.

So can I ask you a question?

Why?

Why did you do what you did?

And why did you do it when you did?

You had so many chances earlier on, but you waited.

I even told you, to your face, that I liked you, but you kept quiet.

I'm furious with you Jeon Jungkook because for almost as long as I've known you, you've never been just a friend to me.

And I think you knew that.

I've known you for my whole life.

Our moms met in Lamaze class. We were born in the same hospital, three weeks apart. We took our first steps together. We learned to swim in your pool. I even had my first period at your house, for goodness's sake.

As you can see, that's years that we spent together.

Years that you only ever said I was your friend.

Years that you only ever laughed when someone outed my crush on you.

But apparently, all that time you felt the same.

Do you have any idea how much that hurts me?

You lied to me for years straight. You ignored all of the chances I handed to you on a silver platter.

Taking the easy way just wasn't your style, I guess.

You confessed to me on mine and Taehyung's one year anniversary.

How dare you make our night about you?

How dare you taunt me like that for years, and then confess your feelings like a million pounds of bricks falling all at once?

I said some things I shouldn't have said, and I'm sorry that I hurt you, but you hurt me too.

You're great at many things, Jeon Jungkook, but timing is not one of them.

[A/N]
Hey guys I didn't forget about this story don't worry. I have big things planned for it.