(Just me complaining and needing somewhere to vent)
Ever since I can remember I've hated Christmas. All the lights, glitter, noise, gifts, food, stress, I hate it all. My mom is a strong believer in decorating every inch of the house with lights and glitter to make it absolutely perfect. When it's not perfect, she gets angry. She screams and yells blaming everyone she can for her problems, usually it's me who gets blamed. I just can't take it anymore. I'm sorry for sounding like a cry baby who needs to just grow up and deal with her problems but I just really need somewhere to vent. I've been clean since September but today I relapsed. She just wouldn't stop yelling and making me feel like crap. I just wanted the pain to all go away. I know I sound like an attention whore by posting this but I've never met any of my followers in real life so I feel like this is a safe place to share my emotions. I really want to ask my friends for help but I just can't. I don't want them to be disappointed in me or hate me. God I sound so stupid. I'm so sorry everyone. Here's some stupid Avengers stuff as an apology for all my whining. I'm sorry Kitty.
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