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One more pill didn't hurt me.

It didn't.

It shouldn't have.

But I can't move.

I can't feel.

I can't see.

I can't hear.

I can't do anything but stare at darkness.

Is this what it feels like when depression finally controls you? Is this what it feels like when you've lost everything and you're just waiting for death to take you next?

Maybe I'm getting too dark...

Maybe I don't wanna die.

But I definitely don't wanna live.

So what do I wanna do?

I want to love.

Love Yoongi.

But I can't have him?

He won't let me?

That's bullshit.

If I were Yoongi I would let me have me.

Wait

That sentence didn't come out right.

Whatever. It doesn't matter.

But what does matter is that I still can't move.

Can't feel.

Can't see.

Can't hear.

Does anyone else see me?

Am I in hell?

Is this what I get for being a huge dick to everyone?

I get to live in eternal darkness with nothing but my thoughts eating away at my already dead brain?

That sucks.

That really sucks.

Fuck, that sucks sucks.

I wanna see Yoongi.

I want him on my lap so that I can pinch his cute, chubby cheeks.

I wanna kiss his small, pout lips.

I wanna wrap my arms around his small waist.

I want to feel Yoongi.

I want to see Yoongi.

I want to hear Yoongi.

I miss Yoongi.

I miss him a lot.

Maybe he was sent to hell too.

Maybe I just have to wait for him to drop in just like I suddenly did.

But no.

Yoongis an angel.

He's going to heaven for sure.

Where he belongs of course.

Maybe I don't want to die.

Maybe I shouldn't have swallowed all of those pills.

Maybe.

Just maybe.

Maybe I really do have something to live for.

Yoongi.

how are you guys?

What do you think happened? Is this just a dream? Or...maybe....h-

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Lmao I'm such a dick

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