Nightmares

Who I am...

Look, this isn't a chapter, this is explaining who I am or to some people, what I am.

I am just a teenager, I go to school and my life is going quite badly at the moment, I missed 5-6 weeks of school because I wasn't sleeping at all and felt terrible a lot. I've honestly hurt myself in a way, i have got a substantial amount of mental health disorders including: Insomnia, anxiety, depression and an eating disorder. I'm dealing with a lot right now and it feels like an endless pain, this pain has caused me to hit myself over the head with a metal cylinder until i bled, I'm sorry if i'm hurting anybody by saying this but that's all I really need to tell you.

At my school we are okay with LGBT+ people, I myself am gay, yes I know gay, if anybody has a problem with me being gay/gay people then leave. I've got nothing against christian people you can believe in any religion you want, but if you just hate gay people because you think we're disgusting or we 'have a sickness' then you need to clear your head, seriously it's messed up. gay people are people too, believe it or not we actually are nice and don't have a sickness, it's our choice who we love and nobody else can change that. 

And lastly i'm a furry, i know a lot of people hate them, but they are actually a nice community. I know most people think "oh, you're a furry, so you like animal porn", first of all: Fuck you, second: No, it's not like that, not all furries like that stuff okay?. Just because people are furries, well, a lot of people think that they're gay, seriously?, not all furries are gay, it just happens to be a coincidence that i'm gay and also a furry. 

Anybody that hates me now can just leave me alone, it was hard enough telling you guys about it. People shouldn't hate people for what they do or who they like, you should at least know what they're like, their personality. So, once more, if you hate me now then I don't care, just don't get in my way...