I've loved you forever

Chapter Four: I never want to be alone

Me and Connor were just playing on the Wii and the rest of the 02l gang were playing the 'chubby bunny' game.

"Oh come on Des, can you let me win one for once?" Connor groaned, dropping the Wii remote and tackling me to the ground.

"Ahhhhh!" I giggled struggling as he pinned me down. He looked into my eyes and I looked into his.

I felt the connection we had always had, only a whole lot stronger. Was I falling for Connor?

I had been spending a considerable amount of time at the 02l house since the whole Ross drama happened.

And I had been slowly regaining the lost connection I had with Connor Franta.

"Am I completely wrong or do we both want to make-out right now?" Connor laughed, but he wasn't joking.

Perfect. It was just the one-off I needed to get over Ross.

But just as Connor and I leaned in to start the kiss, who should knock on the door but the one and only, ladies and gentleman, Ross Lynch.

"Desiree, I really need to tell you something!" He screamed out.

I stood up and went to the door in a very foul mood. "What the hell, why are you here Ross?" I yelled at him.

"Laura is pregnant. I'm so sorry Desiree, I hope this doesn't ruin us, I still hopelessly love you!" Ross blurted out in tears.

Jc and Kian came out. "Mate, you need to fuck off right now." They told Ross calmly.

I was sobbing hard by then, and Ross was trying to stop me.

"I know you're probably dating cos she said you should right? Well that DOES change things." I told him angrily, and slammed the door.

Connor immediately wrapped me in his muscly hug. "I love you, Desiree. I won't let him get close enough to hurt you ever again." He told me, kissing my forehead as he hugged me.

"I love you too Connor." I told him firmly. Did I make a mistake?

I don't think I did.

I pulled him up the stairs into his room, and shut the door behind us.

He got the message and threw me into the bed. "Are you sure?" He asked, locking the door involuntarily.

"I'm sure." I assured him. "Ok." With that he pulled of his 'Cats are people too' top and lay with me on the bed.

He took off my top and skirt as I undid his jeans. "Fuck, you're so sexy when your topless!" He moaned and kissed the area between my boobs.

I moaned in approval. I pulled my bra off as we became completely naked. I admired his body.

"Well that's one of us that thinks it's nice" he laughed, noticing I was staring at his enormous dick.

"Sorry"I stammered, going completely red. He smiled as he went to kiss my neck.

He left me a nice purple hickey on my neck. "Yes...." I moaned, as he slipped his hand towards my vagina.

I pressed my lips against his, my tongue begging for entrance. His lips kindly obliged.

His hands traced a line down my leg. He kissed tender parts of my body and at the same time made his way lower.

He brought to fingers to my hole, begging to be let inside the entrance.

As he slipped his fingers in, i let out a squeal. He covered my mouth with his other hand, remembering the gang was just downstairs.

He thrust his fingers deeper and harder and I moaned and squealed like a lobster in a frying pan.

It was the best pleasure I'd ever experienced.

He went faster in, faster than ever. "Connor! Oh my god!" I screamed, though muffled by his hand.

I came hard on his fingers. He smiled as my head rolled back as the orgasm took over.

"yes dear?" He joked, looking at me pleadingly. It was his turn to be tortured with pleasure.

I quickly went into the bathroom to get my hand cuffs.

He looked slightly shocked, then the shock faded and intrigue invaded his facial expression.

I hand cuffed him by the wrists to the bed-head.

"Your turn for pleasure." I smirked. And came eye level with his dick.

I licked the length, teasing him. "Oh, fuck." He moaned. I tickled his balls and sucked them.

He tried to wriggle. "Nuh-uh!" I warned. I gently took the head in my mouth.

Connor whimpered loudly. I sucked deeper than before, enjoying the sound of his helpless moans.

"D-Desiree..." He stammered quietly. I sucked deep throat and then continued teasing the head.

Connor was circumcised, so it was a lot easier to do than it would of been if he wasn't circumcised.

The boys downstairs were getting suspicious, so I got him to cum sooner than he would if I'd done it the way I wanted.

"That's all for now, big boy." I laughed, throwing his pants at him and putting on my dress.

He groaned. "Uh keys?" He asked sarcastically. "Why do you think I'm finished with you? I'll be back soon, lover-boy!" I told him seductively.

I ran down stairs and told the boys I'd be back.

Finally, I was about to take my emotions back into my own hands.

I was about to tell Ross how I felt about him and if I would continue to be with him after what happened with Laura.

I drove to his house and got out of my car. Ross must of seen me through the window because he came running out, Laura not far behind.

"I told you to tell that poor girl about you having sex with me!" Laura screamed.

My heart dropped. "It's yours?" I gasped. "No! It- okay, yes, but it was an accident! Look, she gave me something, and it happened, love doesn't have boundaries." Ross begged.

"It does Ross, and this is it. I want you to be that baby's daddy and I want you to marry Laura, it's the right thing to do..." I told him, willing myself not to let him see the tears.

"No, I can't, I don't love her. And she's lying, I just know it!" Ross grabbed my arm and made me look at him.

"Ross, please. You need to love her and the baby. It just can't work between us, I mean, you are going to marry Laura, and I'll be with someone else, so we'll both be happy." I told him, the tears streaming.

"No! I told you babe, it's you and me! Just be the baby's mother after it born, everything will be alright!" I cried.

I walked away, in pain, but knowing what I was doing was right.

Connor.

I remembered and sped home.

It was time to tell him, I love Connor, I love everything about him.

I want to be his wife, I want to be his everything, because we just fit.

I want to be his.

Connor Franta.