If you don't understand the Title the j from Jania and the rest for Kentrell
4 day later
I have been getting a lot of rest since I been this hotel for this 4 days without social media and with Talking to anyone I am doing really good to say I am a pregnant 19 year old girl who is living my best life but I miss my bestfriend but other in that I don't have to worry about nobody it's all about me and my son and it feels amazing then the hotel make sure that I eat the right thing Kentrell called this hotel and cane up here but they told him I was not here and I was so happy this is a beautiful journey I promise it is I even had a chance to feel my baby move and kick it hurts but it was amazing I am so happy I am a soon to be mommy I mwanna mean I am about to enjoy this last to days before I go back to the hell hole of the world so I fell asleep and I was sleeping good until I heard I loud knock on the door and it was Kentrell I don't answer I just let him knock then I picked the phone up and call the hotel and I asked them how Kentrell know what room I am in and they said what I said he is beating on my door can you get somebody to remove him so I can leave so they got the police to make him leave then I got my bag and closed the door and left and then I ran to my car that I put acrossed the street in the other hotel and left I just went to a old classmate that I know house and sleep there
2 days later
It was time for me to go home and really didn't want to go home but I did but before I got home I turned my phone on and my phone was blowed up because everybody was calling and texting me I had like 19 calls from my mama and 20 text message from here asking me where I am , and stuff like is everything okay, and why I got to be so stupid
Then Kentrell called me 10 time the whole we that adds up to 60 calls and 40 texts like paragraph, small paragraph and stuff
Then my cousin called me like 20 times and text me like 50 times I was just tried of all this then people where asking where I was on social media was tried of looking at the shit I just put my phone on the seat rubbed my baby and went home
So I pulled up to my drive way couldn't even get in I had cars everywhere so I walked Ik the house and everybody was just sitting in the living looking at me and the my mama said nene m where you been I just went upstairs and put my stuff in my closet then I heard foot steps walking up the stairs and I looked and it was Kentrell he came in the room and locked the door and was standing in front of the door
Move I said
I ain't going know fucking where and you ain't either Jania where the fuck you been Kentrell said
Boy move out my way I don't have time for this move I said
Nene talk to me we was doing good at the gender reveal and when it was over then I come home and you not here and have of your clothes was gone out the clothes and I don't get a reasoning why all I get is boy move Kentrell said
Mane get out of my way I don't have time to be explaining myself to you I don't have to I don't want to talk to you or anybody else you don't get that I said why tears feel down my fast the only person I want to talk to is my bestfriend and she ain't here to talk to me okay now leaving me alone and go to who you fucking want to got to because I am done with this shit I said as he moved and I walked out the door
Everybody was watching me cry and my mama tried to walk up to me and hug me but I ran out the door and jump in my car and drove off all I heard was Jania come back i drove as fast as I could went to the place where Ik I can have someone to talk to and they will listen I went to the grave and talked to Sasha
I got there and sat on the ground crying and said Sasha I miss you sister it's hard not having you around I don't even care for life anymore I just want you to be here with me so that you can tell me everything is alright but I'm it's not because you are not here with me but you know I love you and you are my everything sister for life remember I left there and went back home and the same people where still at my house I just walked in the house and went up stairs to my room until my mom came up there with me
