FaceTime call from Hubby ❤️❤️
Me: What do you want Kentrell
Kentrell: Baby first promise me you will not hang up on me
Me: I might not depends
Kentrell: Nene I love you and I am sorry I cheated on you and then here I am still doing wrong and you giving me chances after chances and I done hurt you to many times I am really sorry nene please don't give up on me I don't know what I be thinking
Me: you crazy asf you don't know what you got and you are willing to lose me over some ran through bitch don't know what she got and you do that to me I said as I started crying I haven't done nothing but try to be the best babymama girlfriend and fiancé but you treat me like shit and I am tired Kentrell I am really am I said as I cried
Kentrell: baby don't cry I just know I really hurt you because you don't cry over me nene baby I am so sorry i really am I don't know what I can do to make this up I am really sorry you know what nene wya I am on my way to you now
Me: I am at home use your key because I am in my bed and the front door is locked I said
Call ended
26 minutes later
I was in the bed just typing on my Twitter when I show the light come on when I turned around I just knew it was Trell so I just decide that I was gone talk this out with him so I told him to come in the living room so we can talk
Once we got in the living room
I started to talk as tears fell down my eyes I said Trell you done put me through out you down hurt me to many times Kentrell I was pregnant by you a couple of months after Kacey was born I said as I started crying but I lose the baby because you stressed me out with all the lying and cheating Kentrell you don't understand how that made me feel then you know you are my first love but you could to hurt me over and over again sometimes I really want to give up on us I really do I said as I continued to cry
Nene I don't know you where pregnant baby I am sorry I just don't think with my brain I think with my dick baby I am sorry can you please forgive me Ik you hurt and I know you are torn but baby don't give up on my please don't I really need you nene you are my first love my everything you are the person I want to be with if I don't I wouldn't proposed to you baby you don't ask for that I did that from the bottom of my heart because I knew and the world knew that you was the one for me nene Trell said
I just cried and said Kentrell you hurt me and hurt me over and over again and I just let you do that to me I just don't want to live this life anymore I just want to give up I just can't do this anymore Trell I just can't I said as I cried
I got up and I kissed Trell on his lips and said I will always love you snd no matter what happen to me don't you ever forget me I said as tears fell down my eyes I went and ran me some bath water
And I got my under and robe and went to the bathroom
When I got in the bathroom I went under that sink and got a knife that I keep in my bathroom in case I need to open something or someone break into my house I have something to protect me so I ran my water and I locked the door and I got in the tub and I just cried I my self
Then I looked at my skin and I just got the knife and I started to stab myself in the stomach and my thighs and then everything went black
Kentrell POV
I was just sitting there trying to get my thoughts together about what Jania mean when she said no matter what happen to her don't forget her so I went to the bathroom and I knocked on the door and called her name but she don't answer so I busted the door open when I did Jania was laying they in a tub of her own blood I quickly grabbed my phone and dailed 911 I was crying I was trying to tell her to hold on but you can get her not breathing anymore
5 minutes later
I am at the hospital her family is on the way
The doctor told me that they gone to put her on 24 hour cameras to make sure she don't try to kill her self
2 hours later
So the doctor came out the room and he said
Jania Jackson family
We all standed up and the doctor said hey I am doctor Scott y'all should already know that but yeah ms Jania is okay she up know she just trying to get her thoughts together she said she just wanted to see to people and that was Deja first them Kentrell after the rest of y'all will have to come tomorrow thank you also Jania really need you Kentrell she just told me her self
Deja POV:
When Kentrell called me all I did was cry because my niece is really going through something
I walked in the room where Jania was and she was laying there looking like she been through a lot with Kentrell you never know
Nene I said she looked at me and started smiling she said hey deja I miss you girl
I said I miss you too nene now tell me why you tried to kill your self before I whoop your ass I said to nene
She told Me everything she said she was tired o getting hurt why trell but she love him to much to leave him she said she would leave the earth before she let him move into another relationship I told her I understand that but she don't have to try to kill her self she said that she was going to find a away to control her self from getting to that point where she wanted to kill her self and she told me that she wanted me to talk to Trell before he come in here and I told her that I was going to talk to him
So I walked out the room and I pulled Trell to the side and I told him what he need to hear and that nene was gone tell him the rest when he get into her room then I left the hospital heading home because I am a teacher and I have to work tomorrow
Kentrell POV
When I walked in the room nene was eating ice cream and was watching tv when she saw me she said hey bae and I said hey
Then she said bae let me talk then she said the only reason I tried to kill my self was because I was tired of you hurting me and I just knew that I was not going to be able to let you go because I would hate to see you with somebody else so I felt like it was time for me to leave this earth nene said
When she said that I started crying because I hate the fact that I cause you to want to end your life because all the stupid she that I have done to you nene baby I am sorry that I hurt you I really am can you please forgive I said
Jania pov
Trell come here I said
He walked to my hospital bed and I kissed on his lips and wiped his tears and said of course I forgive you I mean you are the love of my life and did try to kill myself over you so you know I love you and I forgive you but Trell don't ever do me like that again please don't because I love you too much I said as we kissed again
What's going to happen next ??
