It's been a year since you passed. In my head, I see it as kind of a long time, but in my heart it feels like it was yesterday. I remember happily scrolling around on my phone and coming upon a picture of you. I smiled, but my heart dropped when I read the text above it. Suddenly everything was quiet. I couldn't hear any of the noise around me and all I could do was read that same dreadful sentence over and over. My friend and I missed our bus because we were busy crying in the bathroom. We walked home in the rain. Hell, there was even a dead animal on the side of the road. Everything was so dim and dreary. You were one of the things that kept my world bright, along with my family. I managed to keep myself together until I finally read your letter. Doing that broke me into a million tiny pieces and drowned me in guilt. I felt horrible for not seeing how much you were hurting. I resented people for expecting so much of you. Being an idol is difficult, and it wasn't until you left that I realized that. I just hope you're happy wherever you are. You deserve to be at peace. I love you. You did well.
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Jonghyun's Letter
عشوائيThis includes the letter that Kim Jonghyun entrusted to his friend, and told her that if he were to ever leave the world, she should release it to the public. Before you read, please keep in mind that it speaks of depression and other sensitive topi...
