Safeword // Lams

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Ship: John Laurens x Alexander Hamilton

Kinks: Orgasm denial, Daddy kink

Triggers: mentions of abuse

Suggested by: Nobody

Summary: Alexander goes to far with John, safeword is used.. might have some fluff at the end.

" D-daddy please.." The freckled boy moaned, his boyfriend Alexander was teasing him

" You know that bad boys don't get rewards~" Alexander said, continuing to stroke Johns very erect member

John came without permission days before, and Alexander has been teasing him for days. Whether they were alone or not, he was somehow touching him or making him touch himself.

" I didn't mean to be bad" John whined " You we're taking forever and I got impatient!"

" So? That doesn't mean your punishment is just going to go away." Alexander suddenly stopped, making the younger one let out another whine. " You're not making it any better by whining. Daddy doesn't like whiny brats." Alexander said, slapping John quite roughly.

John had tears fill his eyes, he had never had Alexander go this far. It reminded him of his ex Charles and froze. He slowly looked up " Red." Was all he said before getting up and putting on his clothes

Red was their safeword, John came up with it when they started this whole kink thing.

Alexander noticed the anger in Johns eyes as he got up and left, and quickly realized he had done something wrong. He got up and followed him " Jacky.. you ok?" He said, trying to make sure he was ok. He's never used a safeword, he usually always took the punishment.. no matter how much he hated it

" I told you to not hit me. I said that as soon as we started dating. And what do you do?! You fucking hit me!" He yelled. Alexander has never heard John yell.. scream, yeah.. but never yell.

" John please calm down.." Alexander said trying to comfort his now crying boyfriend by giving him a hug

" I gave you specific instructions and you can't even follow them" John was filled with pure anger, he trusted Alexander with everything. He's never let anyone else use him like he did.. and he broke that trust

" Just go away." He said

Alexander did so, he went out with Lafayette for a bit, trying to give John some space.

" I see why he got mad," Lafayette said. Alexander explained what happened to him just moments before " I'd be mad too if I told someone not to do something and then they do that thing."

" Yeah, but I didn't mean to. I assumed he was over Charles because the nightmares stopped."

" You assumed. You didn't know for sure whether he was over him or not, you could have asked. " The Frenchman replied, putting emphasis on assumed.

" I guess you're right, but he still, the nightmares have stopped.. they've been broken up for a year now. He just got out of therapy too, he should be fine. "

" He should be fine, but that doesn't mean he is fine. You should go home and apologize, tell him I say hi." Lafayette sent Alexander back home and went to bed

It was midnight when he came back and he found John on the couch watching a movie

" Jacky? " he whispered, not knowing if he was awake or asleep " Are you ok?"

John looked up " I'm fine I guess." He said, before shifting his focus back to the movie he was watching " What do you want?"

" Well, I just wanted to apologize for earlier.. I thought you were fine because the nightmares stopped and you quit therapy and stuff.." Alexander looked down, expecting John to get upset again. He was surprised when John asked him to come sit down

He sat down next to him and John immediately hugged him " It's ok.. I love you. I probably would have done the same"

Alexander smiled, happy that John was ok now. " Now let's watch this movie together" John said, pulling away

When the movie was over, John was half asleep.

" Lets go to bed" Alex said, getting up with the younger one in his arms. He took him to bed and laid him down

" 'Lexi?" John asked tiredly, rolling over to look at him

" Yes?"

" Is my punishment still happening?"

" We can talk about that in the morning, goodnight baby boy.." Alexander replied

The two fell asleep, Alexander's arms protectively over John just in case he had a nightmare, and for the fourth day in a row, he didn't.

A/N

This concludes my first chapter in my first book! If you have any requests, dm/pm me with the ships, kinks ( if wanted ), whether you want it modern or historical and a plot if you have one!

Xoxo - Ani

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