Writing from they heart they say is extremely easy. Just get in touch with yourself. But what if you don't know yourself or the thoughts that come are not safe thoughts. So to me that is a lie. Writing from the heart is not simple. It's complex. It takes a lot to be in touch with yourself. Sometimes you feel that whole and the next the universe throws something at you and you feel awful. Your whole world feels like it's coming apart. You don't know what to do. You're being suffocated. You feel like you can't escape. It sucks tho. You spent so much time trying to work yourself out and here comes life throwing more shit at you. Honestly I don't know where I was going with this. It's so messy, but that's how my thoughts are. Oh well. I really want a hug.
