What will happen if two connected souls get torn off?
Each one of them have to suffer alone in their own worlds while their friends have no choice but to shove their heads in and help them through it.
Hurt was not enough.
And that's why... someone a...
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Thinking about you
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Wasn't I good enough?
Did I lack at love?
Or...
Did he just want to breakup with me?
What does his heart make of?
What does he gain from it? Making someone's heart break sharply and disappear like a dust drifts into thick wind.
If the heart is the strongest muscle, then why does it break so easily?
How did I go from that little 5 years old, always happy and always laughing, to... This?
I broke my own heart loving you.
What exactly am I to you?
Questions...
Lisa asked herself for millions times but she couldn't find answers.
Why?
Her mind, her soul and her heart seems to be silent and quiet. Darkness eats her whole existence.
Was she still breathing? Yes.
She's still awake. Her pale body was laying flat on a soft sheet. Her chest moves up and down due to her breathing... but worst. Worst than before. Worst than she could ever imagine.
Sleeping? Not really.
Then...Dying? Don't know.
No one knows except for one person.
"...and the queen lived happily ever after in her own damn castle with her own money and took care of her fucking self." He closed a thick book, making a slight noise after reading the last line of the story. Sighing, He put it on a glossy white side table which was placing beside him with a calmly face.
He just swore in front of her sleeping beauty face. If she awoke and heard it, she will scold him again and again. She will keep on telling him not to be informal and will make a cutely poker face to him while acting like a mom torturing her kid when in fact, she's his little sister.
He would rolled his eyes numerous times while listening to her whining and weird pitching sounds. He would pinky promise with her after she finished her words.
He adores his sister. She's what he needs in his life. He will give her all she wants without asking for reasons.
He loves her.
But this time, he lost his world. Yes. She's his beautiful world who makes him alive until now.
He hates himself. He blames himself for not give her with this one. Life...
He's so stupid for not helping her on time. He's a worst brother ever to her. He doesn't deserve her.
But he has hope. He may not a person who gives her life but other is.
He knows this one way to bring her missing piece. But It's not with him. He can't find it. He did try his best but failed. Then, he tried again but still couldn't find it. After the very last moment, he gave up.
He's useless, he knows.
What kind of brother is he?
He wants to scream and cry on his knees but he won't. He won't do this in front of her or anyone else. He can't show his weak side to any single person around him.
He knows what would happen if he did so...
He moved himself closer to her unconscious body while his shaky hand reaching to her head and patted it lightly with love showing in his eyes like a big brother normally does to the youngest.
He can't believe what he's witnessing right now.
Is she really his little sister? He's never seen this side of her before. Lisa is a sweet and mood maker around her friends. She's so loud but in a lovable way. She has that energy inside her... not like this one.
He stopped patting her while he found himself almost broke down with a terrified memory that hit him like a truck inside his mind all of sudden.
He controlled his shaky breathe while closing his eyes tightly like it's happening in front of him again so, he won't be able to see it. His mouth is murmuring some random things to comfort himself.
That night...
That scene...
That unforgettable pain...
That sight of her still hunting him up until now...
He didn't want to flashback the pain which made his sister ended up like this at all.
