My little kirishima (kiribaku/bakushima)

the life I lived pt.1

I've made way too many excuses before, but all I do wanna say is sorry. this time I am not gonna make any excuses for not being capable of writing this chapter. I was gonna make it a bit longer, but I've made you guys wait longer. so it's best if I make little parts so you guys get more faster updates. i will also make more room and time for this book as well. again I am sorry for my broken promise and not being able to update in time. I am also sorry about this chapter. I do hope you guys enjoy though. so I will now let you guys read the new chapter, bye my lovely readers :)

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-4 years ago-

"bark!"

'mother come! I wanna show you something,' kirishima was now nudging his mom.

his mother then turned around and smiled at her only son. she then licked him and wagged her tail.

'okay. show me my little shadow,' she said as she then faced him.

kirishima wagged his tail and ran towards the place he wanted to lead his mother. he then stoped and turned around to see his mom walking behind him. he then continued but then slowed down and waited for his mother. his mother then continued to walk behind him and they then arrived.

'look mother! I made this for us,' kirishima said wagging his tail.

he then moved out of the way to let his mother see. she then saw boxes filled with pillows. kirishima then saw her wagging her tail, so he then did the same because of how proud he felt.

'kirishima, this looks nice! we will finally have a comfortable place to sleep,' she said wagging her tail.

kirishima then ran into a box and peeked out of it. just to show his mother that is was a nice home, his mother then followed behind him, and got into her own box. she then got comfortable in the box, and she then peeked out of her box to face kirishima and saw that her little black furred pup was now curled up sleeping. she then did the same closing her eyes and falling into a deep sleep.

-4 hours later-

kirishima kept moving around in his box, trying to get comfortable until he heard something. he then quickly let his ears go up and he then sat up straight, looking around until he felt something grab him by his fur. He then let out a yelp, and started to kick around so he would be let go of.

"what a cute little puppy," cooed the shadow that kirishima was looking at.

He then noticed the shadow taking out something from behind him. He then began kicking again and whining. Kirishima then turned around and noticed the box his mom was in move. Just as he was about to bark to grab her attention, kirishima was then shoved into something hard. He then saw nothing but darkness, but could feel he was no where close to any hard surface. till he felt that he was flying that he finally hit a hard surface making him yelp.

"we have arrived to where I wanted you," he heard from outside of the thing he was in.

he then heard some footsteps coming close to him. he then began to back up into the surface he was in. kirishima then flinched when he saw some light come from the top of the thing he was in. kirishima saw that the figure looked like a human, but he wasn't able to see his face because the light wasn't giving him any chance of knowing who that human was.

the human then reached his hand to grab kirishima but then kirishima reacted on fear and instinct. he bit the human making the human quickly retreated his hand back.

"you little shit," he hissed.

kirishima then took that as a chance and quickly jumped of the thing he assumed was a box. just as he was about run away from the human, he felt something grab onto his fur in a very harsh way. kirishima then yelped and tried to bite the human again.

"you're not going anywhere, especially if you caused me to bleed," he said in a angry tone.

kirishima was then tossed into some type of plastic container. He then quickly stood up after being tossed into the container. kirishima then noticed how tall the wall was in the container, but he still tried to jump over it even if the container fell. he continued to repeat his process in trying to get out of the container because he noticed there was no one else in the room he was in. just as the container finally began to tilt after so many tires, kirishima's dreams were crushed when he didn't feel any type of impact from the hard wood surface.

"you're not trying that same ass trick with me," kirishima heard as he was then put further from the end of the counter.

kirishima then looked through the plastic trying to see, even though all the figures in front of him seemed blurry. though he couldn't see, he could tell the man was collecting some sort of objects. kirishima then looked around noticing how dark the room seemed, and how empty it was but in the far distance you could see some sort of light. either way kirishima still felt goosebumps go down his spine.

"so little dog,"

kirishima's ear's then go up as he then turns around to face the man who had spoken.

"how would you like if your fur were red?"

kirishima then looked at the man but then tilted his head.

'what does he mean turn my fur red?'

kirishima then looked as the man who began to walk back to where the plastic container was. kirishima then saw as the man began to reach for him. kirishima then panicked and began to growl, but just as he was beginning to act tuff. he was hit on the head hard before being grabbed by his skin, making kirishima yelp out of fear and pain.

"lets see if you will continue to act so tuff after I make a working piece of art out of you," the man said sternly.

the man then grabbed a hose and sprayed cold water onto kirishima. kirishima began to squirm around as he was hit with the freezing water. the container then began to fill up with the freezing water. making kirishima feel uneasy as he began to feel the water level go up. the man then let go of kirishima's skin and kirishima then plopped down inhaling some water.

kirishima then quickly pushed himself up with his hind legs so he wouldn't drown. he then tried to keep afloat so he wouldn't have to inhale more cold water. just as kirishima began to get the hang of being in the container with the freezing water. he was yet again picked up from his skin and tossed onto a hard surface.

"don't move or else," said the man in a demanding tone.

kirishima did as he was told but now he was trembling. his vision then got a bit blurry before he felt something touch him and feel something being smeared on his fur. kirishima didn't have enough energy to growl but he felt his paws begin to go numb. that's when he couldn't up hold his weight any longer and let his body fall onto the surface.

kirishima then felt a hard tug on his body, but didn't yelp of whimper about it. instead he stayed quiet and let it all happen as he didn't feel much energy anymore.

"bark!"

kirishima's ears then went up naturally as he heard a bark from where he was.