Bright Lights (Jared Leto Fanfiction)

Part 6

Sophia's POV:

I fell asleep with my head resting comfortably on his chest and my legs entwined with his, it was a very pleasant feeling. But I woke up when a chill caused by the cold ran through my naked body, we had dozed off and we hadn't covered ourselves with the sheets. After I slowly got up trying not to wake him while I got rid of his grip, I carefully tucked him. The next thing I did was find my panties and made my way out the bedroom.

From the large door that led to the balcony, the moonlight lightly entered illuminating the living room. Prancing around attempting to find my phone, my eyes caught his transparent black shirt on the floor. Picking it up, I proceeded to put it on myself. I could smell his scent on it and I bit my lip thinking about what we had done and about his exquisite physical condition.

Finding finally my phone, I caught it. Looking at the time, I realized it still was 1 AM. I thought maybe I could rouse him up, but he looked quite peaceful sleeping that I'd feel bad doing it. Not knowing what to do, I decided to go out to the terrace. The view of the city was breathtaking.

Sitting down on one of the chairs and looking at the horizon, I let myself be carried away by my thoughts. So far it had been an incredible experience, but doubts floated in my head. Personally, I experienced a connection with Jared from the first moment I saw him, and after talking with him and knowing him a little bit, I could say that I felt more attracted to him. Of course, the physical connection was the most powerful right now, but I wanted to know Jared more. However, he will leave Paris in two days and who knows if we'll keep in touch.

Another insecurity that haunted me was that I wasn't sure if I lived up to his expectations, since Jared was a flirt and would have slept with many women. I on the other hand, I'm not used to make this. I didn't use to have sex that quick. But he was flying away in a couple of days and because I instantly felt a bond with him, I decided to take the leap. In order to avoid thinking about things that increased my worries, I opted for staying positive and appreciate my time with Jared.

While I waited to get drowsy again, I thought I might do something I was dying for. When we were talking that evening, Jared mentioned the name of his band and now I wanted to hear some tracks. I checked it on my phone and played a song named 'A Beautiful Lie'.

I closed my eyes paying attention to the song, genuinely enjoying the rhythm and listening to the lyrics. I was stunned by the sound of his incredible voice. I mentally scolded myself for not having discovered their music before.

Still with my eyes shut, a shiver ran through my body when I felt his breath on my neck, and then I heard him recite the lyric that sounded at that moment. "I've got to remember this is just a game..." Unclosing my eyes, I found him hovering over me practically naked. Afterwards, he got up completely and offered me his hand to help me get up.

I couldn't control the involuntary reaction of my body when I perceived him in my ear. My nipples got hard, and I blushed remembering that I was wearing his left-nothing-to-the-imagination blouse and Jared could've noted it. I was relieved that was midnight and there wasn't lighting enough to see everything clearly.

"What were ya' doing?" He asked raising an eyebrow and penetrating me with his blue eyes.

"I... I was..." I must admit that I felt a little embarrassed, I had been busted listening to his music. "Nothing." I said although he knew it perfectly. He shook his head trying not to laugh as his palms went to my shoulders.

"Nothing?" He repeated my answer. "It seemed like you left me all alone in bed." Jared spoke as he was pinning me against the cold wall. After that he put his hands on it, one on each side of my head.