Sunshine flower shop

🐰Jungkook 3🐰

September 16

I pace around the room, going back and forth with my hands on my hips, trying to calm down as much as I can.

Ok, this is going to be good.

It's going to be ok.

He's going to like it.

No, he's going to love it.

Ok, I just need to calm down.

Deep breath in.

Deep breath out.

"Ugh!" I put a hand over my heart and try to relax it but it just kept on beating fast no matter what I do.

Why am I overthinking this? I want to do this so why am I being this way?

I sit down on the chair near the projecting screen and take out the small box from my pocket.

I open it and smile at what I chose, he's really going to love it.

Looking at it finally made my heart slow down, calming me, and brought a huge smile to my face. I'm ready, I can do this.

I know I want to make this promise to him. I want to be by his side no matter what.

I finally got my Hyung back, I got that warmth back. The warmth that I'll probably never feel with anyone else except him.

I know I want to stay beside him and keep on seeing him smile, giggle, and laugh. And at times I want to be the reason why he does any of those things.

I want him to cuddle me until there's no way for me to get out of his arms. I want him to hold me tight and never let me go in anyway.

I want to wake up beside him, sometimes on top of him, everyday for the rest of my life. I want him to smother me with morning kisses and call me his bunny.

I want to also smother him with kisses and hold onto him tight. I want to show him the love he deserves.

I love it when he back hugs me while we walk, it makes me feel safe, warm, and loved.

I love his box smile and I want to see it for the rest of my life. I love his mullet, I love to play with the ends of it. I don't care what hair color he has but his mullet is something that I want him to keep for a while.

I want him to make me feel like I'm his and only his. And I want to make him feel like he's mine and only mine.

I know I want this and I'm ready for it.