Lord please tell me why, why him there must have been a reason
In a world full of fucked up relationships there's us💔
I'm a new writer so there's a lot of errors☹️
Mom where's my charger! I yell while running down the stairs
It's in the car already! She replied back
Ok, I head to my room and say my last few goodbyes If you didn't notice I'm moving Ofc there's always the teenage girl who moves but and restarts her life but this, this one is different While driving after at least 6 hours towards New York to move for my mothers "job as she claims". Honestly I don't believe that's the reason but it's doesn't matter we left and we're gone so goodbye chi and hello New York
8 hours later
Honey wake up we're here I open my eyes to see my little sister Zoe who was outside waiting for me to go into the apartment It was pretty big for a 4 bedroom I mean it was a downgrade from a house but it's ok After I finish up my room which took at least 2 hours I open the last box and put my clothes and hangers in the closet Then I put my lady essentials in my personal bathroom I plugged in my speaker and as soon and I was about to put on my favorite playlist I was rudely interrupted-
"Amari" my mother yells Yes Come here I run down the hall way to see my mother in the kitchen asking for me to go to the store for essentials and food I got dressed in a tank to top and shorts with some adidas
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After I walk out the building I see some men who look like they could be father cat calling me I laughed and kept it moving
I received a call from bestfriend 🌎❤️ I answer and hear yelling Convo* Me:hey boo Stokeley: hey bestie I miss you Me: you live right across the street Stoke: I wish I could come outside rn but I'm at this party can I see you tomorrow Me: "yea of course" I said with excitement K Convo ends* I finally get to the store and see some men eyeing me down but one of them seem to just stand out from the others he was in the row grabbing a drink
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He was so fine I just stood there I blacked out for a couple of minutes Rakim: excuse me he said while trying to tap me Me: oh I'm sorry Rakim: "it's okay I got that effect on people" he chuckles Me: I burst in laughter Rakim: sorry lemme introduce myself. I'm rocky but you can call me rakim Me: I'm Amari I say smiling Rakim: you new around here you don't seem like a familiar face Me: yea I just moved down here today Rakim: where you from? Me: Chicago i say picking up the items Rakim: that's cool Me: yea, "but I better get going now " I said trying not to hold conversation with him he was to fine Rakim: wait he said grabbing my arm a little Me:yes Rakim: lemme take you around the city later on Me: I looked at my phone and seen the time 2:05pm Me: sure Rakim: bet can I get your number Me:umm lemme think about it I chuckled while walking away Rakim: where you going Me: home I say paying the cashier Cashier:30.29 he says Rakim: here he says as he passes him 2 20$ Me: no I got it Rakim: I'm feeling nice today come on Me: ok fine I say as we walk out Rakim: I'll walk you home Me: I'm fine with that
30 minutes Rakim: this you he say walking up the my door step Me:yes sir Rakim: so I'll see you at 6:30 Me: see you then I leave out and go to kitchen and put the stuff away
I head to my room and ft my bestfriend Convo* Hey bestie Wassup he says Nothing much just bouta hop in the shower It's only 4pm you usually don't until like 7 which was true Yea I know but I'm bouta go out With who? He says in confusion This boy Whooo smart ass Rakim I say and start to laugh Oh that's nice he says and dead stares me What's wrong I ask Nothing it's just I don't want you to get up he sells drugs and stuff idk I may be bugging Ok well Imma ft you when I hop out the shower You better be naked when you call he smiles Yea ok I hang up
I look at the time and it's now 4:45 and I rush in the shower and my dove cucumber soft soap and lather my body with while jamming to SWV: weak
Something bout the way you doooo it makes me weakkkkk I sing out loud I hop out the shower and head to my kitchen for a snack I hear someone behind me say "your concert back there was amazing" in a raspy tone I jumped and held on to my towel "My bad ma" rakim says What the hell you doing! here I yell Your moms let me in Oh I see you've met rakim mom I say blushing Yes Amari I have y'all have a good time me and your sister are heading down to New Jersey for the till Monday for some business Ok I say What time is it I say while my mother slams the door as her and Zoe head out Well I lost the time track when I heard your terrible voice Ughh I yell it's 6:30 damn it's been to hours Yea imma wait out here I hear rakim say No it's fine you can sit on my bed or my bean bags Ok
I lathered my self with lotion threw on my matching bra and panties In the bathroom You look good I hear rakim say You fucking prev stop starring Imma come clean you look good as hell right now I laugh and run to the other side of the room and threw on a simple outfit
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You ready I say after finishing my hair and threw on my shoes Damn! Rakim said while biting his lip Wha! Nothing let's go I chuckled and said ok
Later that night we came back to the house and watched Netflix it was only Wednesday and my mom wasn't back till Monday
Me and rakim started at each other He leaned and kiss me I was in awe and gave in the kiss and hopped on top of him and we started to make out I was wet already and I couldn't take it anymore By the save of god his phone started ringing and i looked and it was someone by the name of ferg🔥 He answered and they had a lil convo but when he hung up he told me he would probably be back by tomorrow morning I said a showed him the door He pecked my lips and said bye
Later that night I called stokes and told him what happened and he was laughing the whole time I was so mad I didn't get none I pouted I was definitely not a virgin😣
Time: 11:02 I haven't heard from rakim all night but I knew he was handling some business which stokes referred to as "drug dealing"
I laid my head down on my bed but stood up and took off my clothes cause I sleep in the under clothes cause it's more comfy
I finally laid down and as soon as I hit the pillow I heard a knock on the door Who could it be I'm not playing with these lil ass kids around here I groan and open the door to my surprise I see......
