𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐆𝐎 • 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐔𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒

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George's POV
Beep beep beep
My mind slowly begins to wake as the blearing alarm rips me from my sleep.I look at my phone to see a few twitter notifications and a few messages from my mates.I glance at the time,12:00pm.
You might be wondering why I set a alarm for 12:00 in the afternoon and the answer to that is, is that I've been waking up at such times as 3:00pm.The fans know of my terrible sleeping habits and joke around saying how it's not a bad sleeping habit and literally just depression.

depression.

That sick,horrid and life ruining problem that affect people daily and affects me.I don't have any reason to be sad and I have such a good life.I have amazing fans,friends,family and a amazing job but in my head there's just a hanging rope tied around my head,strangling my thoughts...my happy thoughts.

Alex doesn't know.My best mate. My roommate.I kept the anti depressants in my room and always has a bottle of water in the draw next to my bed.I really doubt that Alex would ever look in there.My thoughts were cut off by Alex's voice cutting through the air as he rapped on my bedroom door.
"George?You awake yet?"Alex's sleepy voice was evident telling me that he just woken up aswell.
"yeah mate"I replied back to him,equally as tired.
"Who's making breakfast"Alex asked softly chuckling.
Quietly laughing I replied with "I'll make some pancakes,go back to bed I'll wake you up when they are ready"
"Thanks George,I'll do it next time k?"Alex asked relief pouring through his tone of voice.
"You better!"I tell him as I hear his shuffling feet go back too his bedroom.

God I wish I was Alex right now.