Sorry Ma💙

Morning..

I woke up walking to the bathroom to pee , i checked my phone for any messages while I was on the toilet after I washed my face and brushed my teeth I jumped in the shower

While I was in the shower the door opened I peeped out to see dell washing his face I rolled my eyes when did you get here I asked this morning he replied where you coming from I added he looked at me and put his toothbrush in his mouth as an excuse not to respond
By now I was use to it I could care less where he was coming from I got out and wrapped in my towel walking to my dresser putting on deodorant

I threw on some blue booty shorts and a tank top because I didn't plan on going anywhere today I flopped back Down on the bed Turning to Netflix

Mommy I hear echoing from the hallway getting closer and closer , Keon walks in yawning holding his tablet climbing into my bed ... dell walks out of the bathroom after changing is clothes brushing his hair wassup boy he said grabbing Keon and giving him neck kisses Keon giggled

Kayden walked in looking sleepy dad he said hugging him.. see this is why he's here I know how it feels not to have a dad I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy

Y'all go wash up man dell said covering his nose y'all stank he giggled watching them race to the bathroom he got in bed and pulled me closer. Eh ! I mugged scouting away what he said irritated you wanna be cuddled up but you can't tell me where you were last night I don't think so I mugged picking my phone up

I was handling business , shawty you already know what I do he added all night I said scrunching my eyebrows yesss baby I'm tired he yawned come here I said reaching his arm out I scouted into his chest , feeling like the worlds biggest dummy but hey ! Don't judge me...

He fell asleep a few moments later and I snuck out to make some cereal. Keon , Kayden y'all hungry I yelled Keon came running yeah he added jumping on the couch where's Kayden I asked He's. (Jump) watching (jump) paw . Patrol (jump) He replied Get yo ass off my couch , here I said sitting his bowl at the table then sitting down to eat myself

Mommy I can count to one hundred thousand Keon said chewing with his mouth open Really I said smiling we'll have to see one day I said avoiding possible irritation how do you spell Keon I asked uhhh k-uhhh-e-i-o-n he spelled boy you know it ain't no I in yo name try again I said Ke-on he smiled good I said high five
Now how old are you I asked this many he said putting 3 fingers up what's that I asked mommyyyy he giggled that's 3! He laughed as if I was stupid lol Keon you are a whole character I said putting my bowl in sink and walking upstairs

Kayden clean this room I said peeking in he turned around from playing LEGO Batman on his ps4 Keon did that he cried Help him I said looking down at Keon NOW I yelled as he paused is game

I got back in the bed and watched tv I traced dells tattoos with my nails for like the one hundredth time in my entire life it just became natural he's got Keon and Kayden name on his shoulder big and beautiful and my name on his back small and unnoticed but whatever at least it's there Ik he probably tells his females that it's his mamas name but this boy don't know his mama she committed suicide right after she gave birth to him he was raised by his dad and grandma but I bet he feels like it's his fault plus he never wants to talk about it , I'm pretty sure that's why he doesn't know how to treat a female. But I got my baby through whatever 🤞🏾