Sorry Ma💙

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I followed behind kordell to check on Kayden
Kayden kordell yelled Kayden looked up and sat silent come talk to me he said Kayden got up and followed dell into the other room
Mommy Keon said yes baby I said sitting on the bean bag chair did daddy hit you he asked
No baby no daddy didn't hit me I said
See I told Kayden he said grabbing his toy truck

I heard Kayden scream from the other room and my heart dropped I ran so fast I didn't know what hit me but I became sonic the hedgehog I grabbed Kayden and pulled him into my arms what I said checking his face
Something in body told me kordell hit him but he was perfectly okay leave me alone Kayden yelled crying i want a new dad Kayden said hurt why kordell said with watery eyes u mean Kayden said walking over to me it was much hurt in the room I couldn't help but cry because I could feel his pain

Kayden I didn't hit mommy come here look at me kordell said yes u did Kayden argued then why u leave he said crossing his arms and her lip was bleeding and I heard y'all arguing he said you just lying to me and Keon he said walking out

Kayden come here I said as he walked back wipe your eyes I added since you wanna talk like a big boy act like one and talk to your dad you don't walk away from him I said tell him what's wrong I said I want him to leave because when you argue he might hit you again he said
I looked at kordell who was crying in his hands
Kordell what did u expect he's 6 they're getting older and they can comprehend now u thought u could just beat me forever and they're never realize I asked Kayden I'm sorry kordell cried
I don't want to hurt mommy okay he added
So no more hitting he asked no more kordell said wiping his face hug your dad I said pushing Kayden towards him watching them cry go to bed Kayden tell Keon I said good night

How you feel I asked kordell he looked at me and back to the ground damn he said i just almost lost my son he said I said next to him and rubbed his back come on let's go to sleep I said

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I woke up and got in the shower I wore a black polo shirt with some ripped jeans and my red 12s I went downstairs to make breakfast and listen to music like I always do

" real ass bitch give a fuck bout a nigga"

I was making eggs sausage and bacon and some grits when there was a knock on the door
I looked out the peep hole and saw Khi

(I know I keep changing his look but this is his permanent look now for the rest of the book so get use to seeing this face)

Hey my bad to just come over with calling but I'm kinda in a bunch rn and tell me if it's to much to ask but I wanted to see if u could watch Kylie for a little

Of course come on Kylie I said walking her in I'll see u when u get back I said thank you he said running to the car

Hey Kylie girl I said as Kayden came down the stairs hey Kylie Kayden said sitting down go wash up and brush your teeth and wake Keon up I said

Kordell came downstairs stretching his arms
Who is this he asked my friends daughter I said  giving her a plate you hungry I asked yea she nodded

Hey handsome boys I said putting my hands through Kayden hair sit down and eat I said watching tv

Ma I don't like these shoes Kayden said I do so keep em on I said as someone knocked on the door

Uncle nelly Keon said being nosey wassup man neo smiled what you want kiddo I asked nothing just checking up on my boys wassup Kayden he said hey Kayden replied as kordell came back downstairs what's good neo dell said pouring him some juice wassup neo said in a annoyed voice looking at me

I like yo kicks Kayden neo said I gotta get me some of them he added I told you baby I said smirking I don't like em Kayden said wiping his shoe