give your heart a break

IM SORRY!?

Ashtons POV*(ooh did not expect that did you)

we were sitting on the  couch watching a movie I feel bad for bullying mal and then I got the flashbacks when it all started......

flashback*
"ugly" fag"asshole"skinny"anorexic"
"manwhore" "you need a life...fag"

all the words keep flowing I walked to my locker and someone pushed me into it and grabbed me by the front of my shirt "hey assshhhheyy" my bully harry styles coos in my face.....w-haa do you want I stutters

"I want you to die go kill yourself do something that makes you leave, and make everyone happy" he says. "w-why would I do t-that" I stutter out.

"BECAUSE EVERYONE HATES YOU"
hey yells and punches me I fall to the ground and Lay there he kicks me twice and pulls my hair "OOOUUCCH" I scream

"OK BYE ASHTON BEAT YA LATEERRR"
as someone walks up to me and says
"hey are you ok" I turn and look at the boy he has his hair in a quiff sorta but his hair is more dirty blonde than mine. "y-yeah I manage to get out. "CALUM .....MICHAEL"
the boy yells and I say whats your name

"luke hemmings" he says "im asht-" "I know who you are" he says "oh I nod " these are my friends calum hood and Michael Clifford"  nice to meet you all " here let me help you luke says "thanks" not problem see you around ashton" 
flashback over*

wow! maybe thats hoe mal feels empty worthless useless just because of me and the boys well not luke he is so nice I dont get it I have to apologize.

I get up off the floor go over to mal kneel in front of her and say "im sorry i bullied you im sorry I made you feel worthless, useless, empty, horrible I feel bad the only reason I bullied you was because i was bullied myself until luke, calum and Michael helped me and I found my strengths to pull myself up and I wanted I needed to have someone else feel my pain so bad and I always had a little crush on you and im sorry I promise please forgive me.

"I look up at her and she hugs me and says I forgive you and I get it . its fine as long ad you promise to never EVER do it again" she says seriously,  "promise" I say can i sit  with you " , "of course" I sit down and put her in my lap and we continue watching the movie and I see her look over at niall and he has his hand on Luke's THI an luke looks scared and niall hugs him stops hugging him and whispers something to him and luke gulps and nods and they both  get up and go to NIALLS ROOM!!

OOH WHAT DID HE SAY OOH
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