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Ani POV

I sighed loudly
But I'm confused why kunal said that I should stay away from shivaay
He never said such thing before......he is not from those possessive boyfriend who didn't allow their girlfriends to even talk to other men's ...... But he is saying such thing means there is something wrong ......
And moreover shivaay was also looking tensed today and he didn't told me anything ......
But why he will gonna tell me his personal things..... But what happened to kunal suddenly
Stop thinking about this anika and start packing you have a flight in few hrs.......

Soon I packed my stuff and go to bed.......

Next day

After a tiring flight we reached Melbourne and after taking rest for an hr we both left for the meeting

Well meeting went great with Mr.Anderson and he was really impressed by the project

Now we are heading towards our hotel and I'm little tired
Soon I felt shivaay squeezing my hand I looked at him and he cupped my face
Shiv: you look tired
Ani: just a little
He nodded and turn his gaze

As soon as we reached the hotel we walked towards our rooms
Soon we reached in front of my room
Shiv: take rest I will see you at dinner ......
I nodded and he goes inside his room
I entered in mine and after changing my clothes I got to my bed and slept........

After some hrs of sleeping I opened my eyes and it was 8pm when I saw the time on my phone soon I heard a knock on the door and I opened the door it was shivaay......
He was wearing a T-shirt and lowers.....

Shiv: dinner will be hers soon
He said and I nodded soon he comes and sat on the couch and I sat on the other one.....

Shiv: I was thinking as we already finished our work why don't we go to explore this place tomorrow
Ani: that will be great

Soon he comes closer to me and sat next to me
Shiv: why are you so quite today usually you speaks a lot
Ani: nope nothing like that
Shiv: anika are you fine
Ani: yeah.....
I said and get up and asked

Ani: what would you like to drink
(I headed towards the coffee machine and start making myself a cup )

Shiv; some wine I guess
(And he stood from his place and went towards the mini refrigerator and took out a bottle and started drinking)

After sometime dinner came and we had our dinner I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice that he was starring at me all the time.....

After finishing our dinner we decided to watch something and I when I switched on the television a hot scene was playing on the screen

I gulped and without looking towards him I changed the channel and when I changed the channel on next channel also a kissing scene was there

I immediately switch off the television and muttered curses under my breathe to make the environment so awkward

Ani: I think we should sleep now
(And I stood from my place but before I take any step he pulled me and I landed on his lap)

I looked in his eyes and his eyes were dark I couldn't able to read the emotion and soon he sealed his lips with mine and pulled me into a passionate kiss

I also reciprocated the kiss and he nibbled on my lower lip and I opened my mouth and he immediately enter his tongue in my mouth

My hands were waving in his hairs and his hands were on my waist soon his hands went inside my top and my breathe hitched and before my mind can think anything he unclasped my bra and I get stilled kunal's word ringed in my mind and I broke the kiss

He looked shocked and I got up from his lap

Ani: I think you should leave now
(I said looking down and my feet)

Shiv: what happened anika.... This is not the first time I'm kissing you and we were about to did this at that night only when I dropped you home then why are you behaving like this

Ani: I know but.... Listen I ...I can't do this .....I can't cheat my boyfriend
(I said not looking at him and still looking at my feet)

And soon I was pulled towards him harshly and he put his finger under my chin and make me look into his eyes

Shiv: what do you think of your self ms.anika you think all this is a joke..... When you were so much in love with your boyfriend then why the hell you didn't pushed me when I kissed you for the first time....

He said in pure anger and I know I messed the things up

Ani: I don't know what is there between us you are getting married I'm having a boyfriend and we both are cheating them like this.... I don't want to cheat anyone .......  Moreover I'm your PA every body will gonna call me your mistress or will tag me slut .....

I said making him understand and shake his head

Shiv: look I know its complicated but just trust me and on being committed I will suggest you to breakup with kunal

I snapped my head looking him in pure shock

Ani: I can't do this

Shiv: why?? You have to choose and it's clear whom you are choosing

Ani: fine then you also have to choose call off your wedding
(I said confidently looking in his eyes)

He looked shocked and clench his fist .

Shiv: I can't

I chuckle in disbelief

Ani: than how can you expect anything from me

Shiv: listen anika......

But I cut him off

Ani: no you listen to me now its simple what we had was just an attraction and we both don't want to leave our partners so now we will stay away from each other and I will not gonna cheat on my boyfriend so maintain distance from me from now...... I'm just your PA and you are just my boss and now leave I have to sleep

Shiv: Is this is so easy for you

Ani: yes it is now I hope you got what I said so leave......

And after giving a look he left ......

I just don't know what was that .....

I did right or wrong I don't know

But its true I can't cheat someone and I don't know what I feel for him is just an attraction or something else and moreover I can't be his mistress.......

Yess I was attracted towards him since the time I saw him but that doesn't mean that I'm so desperate to get in his pants that I will loose my virginity and self respect to him and become his mistress

He is getting married and soon my temporary PA time will end and I will be out of his life fully and I think that will be great becoz I don't understand this guy at all

And I want my life to be out of all this mess relax anika..... Relax everything will be fine from tomorrow....... At least I can hope it will be ........

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