Lies | JJK ~BONUS CHAPTERS WILL BE OUT~

Chapter 31

Y/N POV~ PRESENT

I run towards Jennie's car that's parked outside. I look behind to see if Jhope oppa followed me but no he didn't. I sigh in relief. I take out my phone and text Jennie.

YOU are online.

YOU: Jen, I'm standing beside your car. Can you come?

JENNIE❤️ Is online.

JENNIE❤️: Why are you outside? 

YOU: Jhope oppa saw me:)

JENNIE❤️: WHAT!? Ok, Jhope oppa just ran towards us now. You have the keys right?

YOU: aren't you the one having them? 

JENNIE❤️: Y/N I swear to god.... I gave you the keys. 

YOU: don't worry I got it... they were in my pocket. Lol

JENNIE❤️: this hoe. 

YOU: lmao, btw should I wait for you inside the car? 

YOU: text me. Or imma spam you

YOU: Jen

YOU: J

YOU:e

YOU: n

JENNIE❤️: yes, I'm here. Y/N just go home okay? The others won't let me go, they are forcing me to be with them:( 

YOU: But then what will you say? If the ask how you did come here?

JENNIE❤️: I will just say that it was your car and stuff, don't worry. Go home and rest or whatever you wanna do, BUT don't you DARE take my chocolate inside the fridge. GOT IT?

YOU: Yes sir! I will call you when I arrive. see you! 

JENNIE❤️: See you too!

JENNIE❤️ IS OFFLINE.

YOU ARE OFFLINE.

I put my phone back inside my pocket and unlock the car. I sit inside the drivers seat and start the engine. 

Jhope oppa's words keeps spinning in my head making me feel more guilty, all this happened because of me. Just because of me being selfish and being a little pussy! I should'nt hide.. this won't change  the fact that I was kidnapped, abused and that I lost my virginity to three hoes I don't even know. I hold onto the steering wheel, my hold getting tighter and tighter, my head feels numb... after knowing that Jungkook cut himself I-I can't think of anything else. 

I think about Jungkooks pale face, his lips that had a little shade of pink and his eyes that were closed. His cold hands that sent shivers down my spine, and I tried to warm them but it didn't work, his soft hair that I want to run my fingers through. 

I think about when he will wake up...the doctors words keeps reminding me that he might not wake up, I won't be able to kiss him, cuddle with him and just be with him. 

I look ahead of me and see a lot of cars. Fuck! Traffic. I stop the car and sigh in frustration. 

"Why do this always happen to me?" 

I sit in the car looking outside the window, thinking about the whole situation. Not about the traffic but who is the kidnapper, who was the one who wanted me dead? I remember the voice of their boss, it was a girl indeed. But the thing that is bugging me is that the voice was so similar to Yuna's.

Yuna unnie's clothes was also there or not necessarily hers but they looked like her type of clothing, this made me think that It might be her, but then the question appeared, was she that desperate after Jungkook to do this? 

Maybe, maybe not. 

But Chanyeol oppa, Dad has never ever mentioned his name. Why? And why hit and abuse mom? Did she do anything? Why take Chanyeol oppa and give him away to someone else? 

Beep beep!

I come back to earth and see that there are no cars ahead of me. I look at the mirror and see cars behind me honking at me. I quickly start to drive and drive towards Jennie's house. My eyes are focused on the road and my mind is somewhere else. 

"Focus on the road Y/N!" I say to myself. Ignoring the fact that i may look like a weird fool, talking to herself. After driving for that felt like one hour i arrive. I open the car door and get outside. I lock the car and make my way towards the house. 

I open the door and close it behind me, i put the keys on the kitchen counter and go straight up to my room, slamming the door behind me. 

"Why Jungkook?" I sit on the bed with my legs crossed and the letters that i have with me in my lap. 

"Why did you cut yourself?" I kiss one letter, thinking about the last time i kissed him. How his soft lips felt that time, the way he smiled trough the kiss. How his soft lips would kiss my forehead, nose and cheek. I miss his touch i really do. 

I stand up and go to the bathroom. Looking at my reflection trough the mirror. My face have become more mature looking and my hair is longer, the end of my hair nearly touching my hip. I have scars on my neck and back. 

"I don't even know myself anymore.." I look at the stranger infront of me. I take the scissor and start to cut my hair, i cut my hair the same length that it was that day, that day Jungkook asked to me his girlfriend. That day is still glued into my memory. While smiling i cut my hair, thinking about the day, i was trying to be cool but i was so nervous! 

I cut my hair shoulder length, my hair falling down on the bathroom tiles. After cutting my hair i look at myself, satisfied with the look and smile even more.

"Jungkook, i hope you wake up baby."