Little Space with Kim Namjoon

VI

Namjoon hadn't expected anyone else to find out, he didn't even plan on it. Having Yoongi-hyung was enough, really, it was. The past few months had been going great for the leader. The sun was shining, his compositions were going well and he had managed to snag them a two week holiday.

However, there was a heavy weight settling over his chest again and he was finding it harder to shake away the dazed feeling of being little. There were multiple instances a day where he had to snap a rubber band against his wrist in order to stop him from slipping into little space.

Even though he was on holiday, and it would probably the last chance he got before promotions started, he couldn't allow himself to fall under. After all, it wasn't as if he was home alone. He was currently occupying the space with six other males, five of which had no idea about his secret.

So you can imagine his apprehension in indulging himself, the lock on the closet was still broken as well. Namjoon sighed heavily, resting his face on his open palm, as his mind begged for release.

When Yoongi walked into the room he noticed how worn out the younger was looking. He sat next to leader, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder in comfort.

"Joon-ah what's wrong? Do you need to be little today?"

Namjoon shook his head vigorously, eyeing Yoongi wearily,

"I can't hyung. It's not safe right now, especially with Tae and Hobi bursting into the room every few seconds."

The older man let out a grunt of understanding, weaving his hand into the back of Namjoon's head, pulling his head down to rest of his shoulder.

Namjoon relaxed into the hold, nimble fingers stroking through his locks, the other hand wrapped around his waist. It was a while before Yoongi broke the silence again,

"if you want I can book us a hotel and you can be little there?"

Namjoon couldn't hide his elation, his eyes sparkling bright as he looked up at his hyung,

"really?"

Yoongi nodded, giving the younger a gummy smile,

"go pack some stuff while I make some calls."

The leader kissed Yoongi's cheek lightly

"thank you hyung"

he said with his signature dimpled smile. A heavy blush settled across his face as he quickly packed his things and Yoongi couldn't wipe the grin of his face, no matter how hard he tried.