Namjoon was in his studio working when he heard a soft knock on his door. He was a bit startled but called out.
"Come in!"
Yoongi shyly walks in.
"Na-namjoon-ah? Can I talk to you for a minute?"
Flashback-Yoongi POV
Oh god... Do i tell him? What if he already knows?! What if he doesn't like me like that?!
I pace my studio, thinking whether i should confess my feelings to Namjoon
I'm going to do it! I think and walk out the door of my studio, making a beeline to Namjoons.
Flashback over-Author POV
"Yea Hyung, what's up?" Namjoon asks
Yoongi blushes and thinks about what he about to do.
"Na-nam-mjoon.... I-i.."
"What is it Yoongi hyung?"
"Namjoon I like you!" Yoongi blurts outs confidently.
Namjoon stares at Yoongi in shock and they both sit there in an awkward silence.
"Y-yoongi hyung im sorry but... I don't like you like that... I like Jin..." (poor Yoongs)
"O-oh..." Yoongi says while tearing up. He starts digging his fingernails into his wrist to keep the tears from falling "I-i-it's alright"
"I'm sorry Yoongi. Maybe if the circumstances were different we could give it a shot, but I like Jin. I'm sorry."
"It's fine Namjoon-ah!" Yoongi yells at Namjoon. "I knew you wouldn't feel the same anyway!"
Yoongi runs out the door. Namjoon tries grabbing his wrist but misses. "Yoongi!" He yells. Yoongi just runs straight home to the dorms, ignoring all the fans as he cries his eyes out.
As he arrives at the dorms, he runs past Hoseok, who calls out to him. "Hey hyung!" Yoongi ignores him and runs straight past him and into his room, slamming the door behind him.
Yoongis POV
I run past Hoseok as he calls out to me, running straight into my room and slamming the door. I fall to my knees and sob into my arms which are laying on the ground. Once I've finished crying I walk over to my drawer. I open it up and grab the box cutter I had been hiding from Jin. I hear knocking on my door and a voice from behind it, but I ignore them and pull up my sleeve...
Yoongi POV
I unlock my door. Then I go into my bathroom and look in the mirror. I'm ugly anyway, i thought, How could anyone ever like me?
I bring the box cutter up to my wrist...
Then I hear a voice, and tears start running down my cheeks.
Hoseok POV
I finally realize the door was unlocked and open it carefully.
"Yoongi?" I call out.
I look around the room and see no one there. Theres a bit of shuffling in his bathroom so i assume he's in there. I slowly walk over to the door, calling Yoongis name softly. Once I reach the door, I see Yoongi with tears streaming down his face, box cutter in hand. "Y-yoongi.." I say softly. He starts bringing the box cutter to his wrist. "Yoongi, don't! Please!" I slowly walk towards him "Back up, Hoseok! Please.. don't come any closer."
The front door slams and we hear a scream. "YOONGI!!" Namjoon screams. "Yoongi I'm sorry!"
I slowly back up and walk out the door. "Namjoon-ah!"
"Hoseok! Where's Yoongi?!"
He tries to walk past me but I stick out my arm to stop him. "What happened Namjoon-ah?" I say semi-coldly.
"He confessed to me... but I rejected him" he says in a sad but confused tone.
PUNCH!
I punch him in the face, knocking him to the ground.
"Get out, Namjoon." I say coldly. He looks at me confused. "W-what? Why Hoseok? Whats wrong?! Is Yoongi ok?!" He asks "I said, get OUT!" He finally gets the message and gets up, slowly walking out.
I run back to the bathroom and see Yoongi covered in blood on the ground, barely conscious. I start sobbing, not being able to hold it in anymore. "Yoongi! Oh god, Yoongi!" I sit on the floor and put his head on my lap. "Y-yoo-yoongi why?!" I sob. "Hoseok-ah.." Yoongi says weakly. "Yoongi!" I say with tears streaming down my face. "H-hoseok-ah... I'm sorry... I was just so broken... it hurt too much" I hold his face in my hands "Yoongi don't be sorry! You have nothing to be sorry for! Now I'm gonna call an ambulance, ok?" He slowly nods and I pull out my phone, calling the ambulance. Afterwards, I hold his hand and lean down, pressing my forehead against his. "I love you, Yoongi" I mutter. "I love you too, Hoseok" He softly says back.
In the hospital
Most of the other members crowd around me as I hold Yoongi's hand at his bedside, crying my eyes out. All but Jin, Who's in the corner with Namjoon, trying to comfort the younger as he also cries saying "Its all my fault" and "I'll never forgive myself". Yoongi is currently in a coma because of blood loss. All that can be heard at the moment are soft sobs and the beeping of the monitor.
About 2 minutes later
Some time later, Yoongi wakes up. "H-hoseok-ah"
I look up "Yoongi!"
"Hoseok, stop crying ok? You don't have to cry over me."
I nod.
"Namjoon- ah. Come here." Namjoon walks to the other side of the bed "Yea Yoongi-Hyung?" Yoongi takes Namjoons hand and say one simple thing "I forgive you" Namjoon breaks down again, laying his head on Yoongis hand. Yoongi turns to the other members. " I love you all"
"We love you too" Jin says
Finally he turns to me. "Hoseok-ah. Lean down here for a moment." I do as he says and lean down. He grabs my face and pulls me closer, then kisses me. I kiss back and he pulls away. "I love you, Hoseok." He says as he falls back into his slumber, but this time permanently. I hear that long beep and start shaking him. "Yoongi?! Yoongi!!" The doctors rush in and the other members struggle to pull me out of the room. "NO! NO! YOONGI!!" I break down. " NO! YOONGI!! LET ME GO!" Finally I break down and let them drag me out, sobbing. Once we make it to the waiting room, Namjoon picks me up and hugs me. We sob into each other's shoulders for a while until the members tell us its time to go home.
