Hold On

Chapter Sixteen

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(Jennie's P.O.V.)

I sighed deeply, tapping my fingers on the wooden table. Waiting for Jisoo and Rosé, I really want to go with them but they said that I should take a rest

And I obliged, I don't want to see Lisa in that kind of situation. It hurts me so much, I might panic too much, that the doctors would kick me out of the hospital

I sighed and stood up from the chair, I decided to go to my room and take a nap. I reached up to my room, and slowly opened the door

I saw my empty bed, with memories with her. My empty bed where we made love, where we slept together and woke up together

I wish that I could go back time and reply all the thibgs that we made. I miss, Lisa. Seeing her face, seeing her smile, her sweet gestures to us

I didn't notice that I was already crying, I slowly sunk down against the door. I sat up and gathered my knees against my chest, and buried my face in my hands and sobbed hard

An hour later...

I fell asleep on the floor, I woke up because of the buzzing sound. I saw my phone buzzing on my bed, it was Jisoo's I.D. appearing on my screen

I quickly answered my phone and put it against my ear "Unnie!? What happened? Is she alright? Is she awake?" I asked rapidly. I waited for a few seconds but I was just greeted by a sob

"Unnie? Wh-what happened?" I asked nervously, my heart is beating rapidly holding my phone tightly. I waited for her response

"Jennie..." I heard Jisoo with a crackrd voice. I'm getting weak, at the same time I'm getting scared. I sighed and closed my eyes tightly

"What happened?" I asked nervously and gulped hard. I qaited for her response again, and I heard Rosé's voice from the background

"Lisa... sh-she's fighting... and the doctor said that she has 3% chance to live..." Jisoo said. I gasped in shock and covered my mouth with my hands. Tears is rimming in my eyes

I threw my phone against the wall and it caused to shatter. "LISA!" I yelled and knelt down on the floor. To all the people, why Lisa? Why does she has to feel this kind of situation?!

All of my sanity left, vanished. What can I do to help, Lisa? I want to help her. If I just protectdd her, then these situations will not happen to her

She will not feel the suffer of her life. This is my fault, this is my fault. Mine. Mine. Mine. If I could just take it all back and I could save her

"I'm so sorry, Lisa... I-i failed you..." I murmured with a cracked voice

A year later...

"Hey, bud..." Taehyung said as he caress the tomb. He got released for a day, but there are three officers who is guarding him intently

"Hey, I know that we had a rough time back then..." I said softly, with a sad smile on my face. Looking at Taehyung who is crying softly

"Wow, I never seen... this important person for a while..." Taehyung said and chuckled, he shook his head and wiped his tears away.

"Yeah, I can't believe that it's been two years..." I said in disbelief. Taehyung just stared at the tomb "...but we moved on, it's hard... but we gone through it" I said

Taehyung nodded his head "Huh... it's just, like time flies... Ya' know? And, I can't believe that, that accident happened." Taehyung said

"I miss our bondings..." Taehyung murmured as he looked down on the ground, with guilt and sadness in his eyes