Just the Beginning

So Sick

hey sorry its been awhile ...no one is reading so ....but Im gonna continue anyways... Im going to change the format up a little

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P.O.V Vani

Its been 5 weeks school is almost over and Jaevon is still in a coma me and Jay would visit him after school so did sunshine then mom and that Caden guy would visit too but in the morining. Jay doesn't like Caden but he has to get over it. I was going to tell Mariah about Jaevon but I can't find her anywhere I heard she moved I think Jaevon will  be heartbroken to hear that but he'll get over it

"so how is he doing today"? mark asked

"He still in a coma" I said annoyed I mean come on if he was out of the coma don't you think I would have been doing backflips and chartwheels already?

"Oh he'll get out of the coma Im sure" he repiled

"Did you get info on Jacob" trying to change the subject I already feel guilty that my past is coming to hunt me again

"Yea he left town" Mark said like it was nothing

"wait come again" I said

"He left town" he said slower

"I know that "I practically yelled I'm just shocked how you just leave ? school not even over and I didn't get info on Zack Ugh !

"Sorry maybe it wasn't meant to be Vani I don't think you should go after him" he said nonchalantly

I looked at him in disbelief he was the one who told be about Jacob having connections to Zack He was the one who said that I should talk to Jacob He was the fucking one and he has the audacity to tell me don't go after him I always finish what I started and I'm gonna finish this

"WHO ARE YOU TO MAKE MY DESCIONS"?! I yelled I walked out the pizza shop I was fustrated and mad I was getting a lead on Zack so I can get revenge and now it's gone, Mark doesn't understand how bad he hurt me

I decieded to go see Jaevon he has been my dr.phil for the past few weeks even though he can't answer back though

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P.O.V Jay

I opened one eye when I heard Sunshine crying on the baby monitior I got up and dragged myslef to her room she's been crying all day and she just won't shut up I picked her up and rocked her yet she keeps crying

"shhh go to sleep don't cry" I tried to talk to her but of course that didn't help

I looked at sunshine and I saw Diamond all over her I brought sunshine closer to me as tears tried to fall from my eyes I heard her stop and I laied her down as I watched her sleep I thought about Diamond we would've been a great big happy family we would have a nice house raising sunshine together we would've been good parents not like the ones Diamond had, her parents didn't even have a funreal I bet they didn't even hear that she died and if they did they won't even bother I felt something wet come down my face I realized I was crying I didn't care I just sat in the rocking chair and silently cried I'm just so sick of missing her I just wish she was here so I won't have to miss her I can't take it anymore 

"You okay"? I heard a voice say I look up to see that bald headed man Caden

"I'm fine" I said while glaring at him

he came and sat next to me I was about to get up until he stopped me

"I know your hurting" he said

"No I'm not" I kind of yelled making sure not to wake up Sunshine

"It's okay I had someone I loved dearly and I lost her it hurt bad I thought I could never love again"

I looked at him closely he looked serious so I sat down and listened

"When I met your mom she showed me I need to move on it was hard at first but I let her love me and I loved her back"

he looked me in the eye "It's gonna be a task son but your gonna get there"

I already hate him and on top of that he was right I rolled my eyes and walked out of Sunshine's room

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P.O.V Mia

 "How did it go"? I asked as I heard Caden come down stairs

"Uh okay I guess" he sat next to me

I got up and rubbed his shoulders

"its gonna be okay he'll come around" I said

"I hope so I don't want to be in a house where someone is mad at me for no reason I mean did I come of wrong when we first met"? he asked

"No not at all he just can't get over his own father that's why"

"What happened"? he asked I stopped rubbing  his shoulders and I sat down he knows I don't like talking about it I sighed

"Sorry I forgot" he said

"Its okay" I looked away

"I just want to get through him maybe if you told me what happen I can bulid a bond with him" he asked

Ugh what part of I dont want to talk about it does he not understand

"Well find another way" I snapped and walked up stairs

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P.O.V Julian

I was walking to the basketball court by slef since Brandon and Jay won't talk to me I was kinda shocked that Diamond died I didn't grieve as much as Jay cause she wasn't that special she was just some other girl I knocked up. But ever since Jay had taken the baby he looks a little bit happier its sad that he still doesn't know that she is not he's oh well

"Hey Julian" I heard this voice and this isn't no ordinary voice I turned around my jaw dropped

"Diamond" ? I whispered

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Sunshine ------->