I AM Z U K O.

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You have to try Everytime.. you cant quit because you are afraid you might fail.

I've learned Everything & I've had to learn it on my own. And even though I was so stuck & so trapped & so scared & Lost for the first portion of my Life- it was in the darkest of my times.. I took my mind to Hope. Hope & Forgiveness. Of Others & Myself.

Hope is something I gave myself. Hope & Love. A chance for a New Life. Hope and eventually putting my Trust into The Great & The Unfathomable Unknown- is what kept me Alive & built me into A Warrior of Strength & A Beautiful Rain-beau Beacon of Light Peace Love and Prosperity for the World- into the Great & respectful funny & intelligent kind & caring Young man that I Am today.

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I mean what I say. On my Dad's grave and his wings of Spirit that accompany him now that only Hope & only Love... Self Love and letting myself go and letting the Universe take over and guide me is what built me over again.
I was hung- my hopes and my dreams my beauty and my kindness. My Whole Lifes Testament. Me. I was hung gushing all my Love into a dark gore on a nooses thread by Deaths much pleasure. I was on the last of my 9 Lives I let blood sucking human demon living vampires and their inner minions and outdoor angry army of abuse and fear take from me.
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A dangling and dripping single vein & heartbeat tht held not a rhythm to stand a chance here on Earth. 

But on the Third day I rose again. In the fulfillment of the Universes scripture. Delta T. Delta Triangle. The the points and 3 are as of my Life Lessons Trainings to the Universes school of LightWorkers.
I Resurrected my own self back into the Human heartbeat. Jettisoned out of despair jet pack by jet pack. Blood sweat and tears One by One. I became the I'm Possible! From impossible. Sometimes not even by my own liked choice the Universe kept me here and alive. And not in deaths adoration.
Out of my premature 22 years of age grave & tombstone. Where no Flowers would have been laid.

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Out of the Dark I've come the Farthest- among the hardest survival.
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I eventually lost the ability to walk this summer. I was laid in a despair of constant casts- body casts for almost a month. And was even bed ridden in them for about a week/ two weeks.
But then like Forrest- I released myself free from them. From all the Bullies. The hate and all the threats of physical and sexual violence. I learned to walk again. To take the casts from my entire body. Day by one. One at a Time. Into the garbage. And then just to fall down 10,000 more times.
But People's words dont frighten me anymore.
Neither do their actions.

Ive learned to run again... the learning powers of self healing. Resurrection from the Dead.
And I've learned to run through things. And not away.
It it the only way man can grow to the Blossom of the Fruit of thy womb of our Creators.

But I think what is the most Important...

- I've learned to Love again. And through that process of learning to love again. I discovered that I. Am Love. From the teachings of a spiritual guide who told me before I even knew. Or wanted to know. The Bear of Love. I am.

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Hope is something You will need to give yourself in your darkest times. Hope will keep you alive. And once you get to know these great gods. You will recognize how beautiful they are. And that nothing else is worth it. No car. No $$$ home. No name brand whatever.
Surrender your ego and you will build yourself your true Inner strength and become more 1 with your Higher Power and the World. As it did for me. Forgiveness and Truth- you setting the Truth you know is True of what happened in all circumstances you've faced in life- into the objective Testament they need to be in will be needed steps to proceed to Higher consciousness and will Ultimatly set you free from your shackles and chains of slavery you've either put on yourself or that others have put on you or those you have put into others.
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As long as you are honest with yourself and All others- and as long as you Believe.
The Spirits know the True from the Gilded Guises.
You cannot lie to them.
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Follow your Heart.


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"Jf we dont want the World to destroy itself- we need to Replace it, with an Era of Peace & Kindness."

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Only Love can save Us now.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 22, 2018 ⏰

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