Uhmm.. this happened about a month or 3 weeks ago. I was just so depressed to talk about it.
So as you all know, I have this bestfriend named Santa or Karizma. She is a very good friend. Or was she?
We haven't talked about it.. our friendship is falling apart...
It started when our classmate Khen showed up last year. Yes, he is the hearthrob of not just the class.. BUT ALSO THE WHOLE SCHOOL.
even the pre schoolers and an autistic child in our school liked him.
So I discovered, Santa really had a crush on him. How did I know?
• whenever someone dares a girl to hug Khen, she insists on doing it for them.
• when we dare her to do something to another boy, she insists on doing it on Khen.
• she does her best whenever he is around.
• she doesn't have time for me which is the main reason our friendship is breaking apart.
So about that... she would always talk to him and leaving me alone. But I am lucky, I have Lorraine. My descriptions about her in the past are unbelievable now. She really has changed a lot. She is a sweet and advisable friend. We keep many secrets together which makes her my #1 best-friend.
Since Santa was leaving me slowly... I had to share all my secrets and feeling with Lorraine, well it was very nice actually.
We would keep secrets about something and had codes..
I never knew whats it like without Lorraine.
Moving on, one Friday, I was waiting for Lorraine at the classroom since she was cleaners. She called me.. "Nae( I call her Whip and she calls me Nae) Look what I found! Its a letter from Santa to Paula."
We went to the anteroom and read it.
It says (I didn't memorised it but I knew some parts)
Dear Paula,
You are a great friend to me. You were always there for me. Even tho about... the "Fake Friend" topic. Your there for me even if we know Anikka is just faking me, Thank you.
I thought it was a misunderstanding for her, but actually, she is the one who's faking me. We saw something written at the back, ANIKKA'S FAKE, FLIRTY, BOASTFUL. That really hurt me.. I was comforted by Lorraine then. Whenever I see her with Khen, I would whisper, "Whip please don't " it means don't leave me. She always said "I always had time for you" which made Khen a little bit confused. I loved how Lorraine would manage love and friendship. She is the best friend for me.❤️😊
