Even In The Weirdest Of Ways

Chapter 3

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Lily ran she just ran, she didn't know where to go or what to do, she just kept running, when she got to the grounds she stopped, it was all to much and she couldn't take it anymore, Severus calling her a mudblood, she falling apart in front of James, having to prove her self every damn day, she just couldn't take it, so there in the ground she broke, she fell to the ground and cried everything out, she cried until she was completely dry, she let herself fall apart, she let herself suffer, for once in her life not put on a strong mask.

After about two hours she finally got up and in the castle she went straight to her dorm room, ignoring everyone in the common room, she got to the bathroom and washed her face, she got in her pajamas and straight to bed, around two in the morning Alice and Marlene came to the room neither of them talking, Marlene approach to her bed.

-"I know you've have a thought day but Snape is outside the common room and he is saying he won't leave until you talk to him I already told him to bugger of that you didn't want to talk to him, but he won't leave."- Marlene told her softly.

Lily didn't want to get up but she knew she had to, so she got out of bed, put a robe over her pajamas and went down stairs to meet with Severus. As she approach the common room she noticed that the Marauders were sitting in the couch, they were talking quietly which was very odd for them and she to noticed that James was missing, but she didn't give it importance. She came out the portrait hole and she could feel how three of the Marauders were staring at her, but she didn't look back.

-"Lily!"- Severus said he was sitting in the floor beside the portrait hole but the moment he saw Lily come out of it he stood up.- "You came!"

-"I am so sorry I never meant to tell you that, you know I could never say that to you."- Severus continued.

-"But you did Severus, you did!"- Lily argued.

-"I only did it because of Potter and his friends!"- Severus interrupted.

-"Why do you blame Potter for everything! He would have never said something like that and you know it!"

-"Oh! So know you're defending him!"- Severus said with jealousy.

-"I'm not defending anyone but myself and don't come to me and put blame on Potter for what you said he has absolutely nothing to do with this! And you say you didn't mean it, but you and I know you did! You say the same thing to everyone that is the same kind, just like me! So don't come and tell me that you didn't mean it, because you did, you did!"- Lily shouted tears slipping down her eyes she didn't care anymore, she didn't want to look strong because it hurt, it really did.

-"That's the thing Lily you are not like them!"- Severus pleaded.

-"How am I not the same? Tell me Severus which one is the difference."- Lily said starting to get annoyed of his vague excuses.

Severus had no idea what to say next, he just stood there in silence trying no to meet Lily's gaze. Lily was really tired of accepting Severus excuses, she was tired of making excuses for him, with her friends, her roommates, everyone in the castle.

-"I'm tired Severus, I don't want to deal with this anymore, with you, with us, I'm just tired of making excuses, so I'm done with it with all of it, you, me, us, I'm done. Have a nice life Severus."- Lily said and with that she turned around and got inside the common room.

At that moment Severus knew it that he had just lost her, the girl he loved, and there was absolutely nothing he could do about it.

SO, I KNOW ITS SHORT BUT I WILL TRY TO UPDATE ASAP, LOTS OF LOVE :*