There's Blood On The Dance Floor (A BOTDF Fanfic)

:Chapter Ten:

About two months passed, and within all that time I had packed up a few things in a clutch bag that I thought would be important - my iPod, tampons, a few articles of clothing, deodorant, and an extra pair of shoes that I never wear in case my converse get ruined somehow - and got kicked out of the house by my own mother because she's an ass and learned I could be pregnant. I told this to Alyssa, but her mother wouldn't let me live with them. So I ended up talking with Dahvie, and he said that I could crash with them on tour so I'd have a place to stay. They were only a state away down in Iowa, and Dahvie offered to leave the venue early to come and pick me up somewhere. Since my mom didn't care where I went, a runaway report wouldn't be filed to the police, so I was pretty much free to do whatever I want, as long as I was with an adult I trusted. I should be going to a close family member's house, but I'm not close to anyone in my family so no one would take me in in the first place.

Since then, I've taken another pregnancy test to confirm that I am in fact pregnant with this gay man's baby. What makes it horrible is that JayyVon doesn't know that I'm pregnant because I just can't swallow the courage to finally tell him. And pretty soon, I'm gonna begin to show, and I can't just say "I'm gaining weight" because I hardly eat anything in the first place. He would never believe me. I have told Dahvie, though. He was a bit shocked at first, but he told me that if Jayy wasn't going to be supportive and help out once they baby is born (IF I keep it) that he himself would be the alternative father figure. I couldn't possibly thank Dahvie enough for how nice he is being to me throughout this whole ordeal, and how much he means to me for it and everything else he's done for me in my life.

 Which reminds me, Dahvie has a little friend that I never met who stays with them on tour....Her name's Aaliyah. I didn't see her at the bus the two months before when I had sex with Jayy because she was off with Sally selling merchandise. She apparently is "friends with benefits" with Dahvie - which I don't mind. As long as I don't hear them fucking in Dahvie's separate whole bedroom he has on this tour bus, I'm fine. She's generally a pretty nice person, but she can get a bit whiny at times. She doeesn't know I'm pregnant either - it's none of her business - so that'll be pretty interesting as to how she reacts when I start to get the baby bump. When I first met her she was all curious as to why they had another girl joining the gang, since she was Dahvie's friend with benefits and JayyVon is gay, so she actually asked if I was SALLY'S girlfriend. I was rather taken aback by that assumption that she would think either Sally or I was gay. We sure didn't act like that together; not that some gay couples ACT like they're necessarily together....But I told her that I wasn't Sally's girlfriend, and that I was just staying because I got kicked out of my house and Dahvie was nice enough to take me in.

It was a Saturday night after a show, and we were off in Fresno, California near the end of the tour. There were only a few shows left, and the boys were getting pretty tired. I was laying down in my bunk that was place on the top left, near the drivers side. I wore super shorts that I had packed along with me, as well as an over-sized shirt which I borrowed from Dahvie because all of mine were in the wash. It was a rather hot night, and we had the air conditioning on full blast. I was trying to text Alyssa to see how she was doing, but no matter how many times I'd text her she wouldn't answer. I guess she REALLY hates me now because I got to stay on tour with them. But why the hell would she hate me for this? The reason I'm here really sucks, and I'd actually much rather not be here because that means I wouldn't be pregnant.

 There was a lot going on around me; Aaliyah was busy making something in the kitchen with Sally - which they were being rather loud, tossing random ingredients like lettuce and cucumber at one another and squealing their heads off, and Jayy and Dahvie were smoking weed in the hallway between the bathroom and living room, making a cloud of smoke hover all around the bus, and I tried not to breathe very deeply because I wasn't sure if I'd be able to get high off of it or not. And in my current condition, I couldn't risk it.

Soon enough Sally and Aaliyah came out from the kitchen with a huge plate of something wrapped into the lettuce that they were chucking around all over the place. As soon as I saw it, my stomach made a loud growling noise, making me get up out of my bunk and jump down. They went over and sat onto the black leather couch that I hadn't touched since that night, so I sat beside them on the floor, looking eagerly onto the plate placed in front of me on the table. As I looked closer, I saw that it was a wrap using the lettuce that they were chucking all over the place earlier, with mayo, turkey and cheese stuffed inside neatly. I've never been a huge fan of the flavor of turkey or mayo, but I might as well give it a try, just to be nice! I looked up at Aaliyah, tapping her leg and asked, "May I try one?"

"You most certainly can!" She laughed, covering up her mouth because she already had one practically stuffed down her throat, and moved the plate closer towards me.

 I gingerly took a small wrap in between my fingers and bit into it - accidentally biting off a bit more than I meant to - and chewed it slowly. The turkey and mayo flavor overwhelmed my mouth, and I tried to keep as much of a straight face as possible, but failed miserably. My face twisted up in as I started chewing at it faster and swallowed all I could, placing the remains of the wrap back onto the plate. I started to choke because of the smell of weed flowing into my nostrils mixed in with the horrible tasting meat in my mouth, and tried to disguise it as coughing, but it didn't work.

"Do you not like it?" Sally cocked her head to the side, taking my half-bit-into piece and plopping it into her mouth. I guess she didn't feel like wasting it.

"'Not a huge fan of turkey or mayo.." I managed, holding my breath the best I could. Suddenly my stomach started to feel a bit funny and my throat heavy, my face sweaty. I bit my lip, struggling to get up on to my feet and sprinted as fast as I could to the hallway. I pushed past Dahvie and Jayy to the bathroom - not without tripped over Jayy's long spiky boots he was wearing, and fell onto the toilet, heaving up all of the food in my stomach. I groaned as I felt someone lift my hair up out of my face so it wouldn't get soiled in vomit. I'm back where I was two months ago, but not because I was wasted out of my mind. And I was going to have to get used to this.

Because, well, I AM pregnant....