I advise you to play the song while reading this. 🌼
Bayley brings herself up off the floor and she notices the blood dripped all over the floor. She turned on the water and began to rinse the blood off. The last cut bled no matter how many times she rinsed it.
The door opened and it startled Bayley. Lauryn. Dammit. She’s in trouble now.
“Bayley, oh my goodness. Sweetie!” she said pulling down the first aid kid and applying pressure on the cut. “Why would you do this? Don’t ever do this.” she said frantically.
She takes the pressure off a while after and cleans it up. The cut still bled just not as much.
“You cut a vein. Please do not ever do this again. I cannot lose you.” she says reaching over and kissing Bayley’s forehead.
Bayley went to sleep after Lauryn made sure she got into her bed. Her mind woke her up with the many thoughts of how she was going to tell Sasha that she liked her? How was she going to tell Sasha all about her past?
It was 7:12 A.M, when Bayley decided to text Sasha.
Little One 🤗🌼
Can you talk today? I mean like in person.
Read 7:13 A.M
Sasha 😪💔
Yeah, I can talk. When? What time?
Read 7:13 A.M
Little One 🤗🌼
Can you take me to that field we went to? Whenever you can. I’d say 8 - 9 A.M?
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Sasha 😪💔
Yeah, sure. See you then. 💕
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Dirty tissues, trust issues
Glasses on the sink, they didn't fix you
Lonely pillows in a stranger's bed
Little voices in my head
Bayley put her phone on the dresser and sighed. There was a knock on the door.
“Come in..” Bayley said loud enough for them to hear.
“Hey, we are leaving now. Breakfast is downstairs. We have to take Jaiyda to daycare. You want to come with us?” she asked and Bayley shook her head.
“No thank you.” Bayley replied rather quickly.
“Are you going to be okay?” she asked and Bayley shakes her head again.
“Yes, I’ll be okay.” Bayley answers and she purses her lips.
“How about you call Alexa or that girl from the hospital?” Lauryn suggested and Bayley sighed.
“Her name is Sasha and okay..” she answers and Lauryn leaves the room. Bayley sits there and she hears the front door close. She sighed again and pulled the blankets off of her picking her phone up again.
Little One 🤗🌼
Meet me at the house instead.
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Bayley showered and brushed her teeth before wrapping the cuts in a bandage. She pulled her hair back into a ponytail and there’s a knock on the front door.
Secret keeping, stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating
All the souls that I can't listen to,
To tell the truth
Bayley heads to the front door pulling it open and Sasha smiles slightly. Bayley pulls the door open some more and allows Sasha inside. Sasha’s eyes fall to the bandages on Bayley’s arm.
“Are you okay?” Sasha asked and Bayley closed the door and locked it.
“Can I get you something to drink?” Bayley asked heading the the kitchen even though Sasha didn’t answer the question yet.
“Uh, yeah sure. Your arm?” Sasha replies and Bayley pours her a glass of fruit punch juice and places the pitcher back into the fridge.
They both sit and Bayley sighs.
“There is alot you don’t know about me. I just need to tell you everything.” Bayley says and Sasha instantly gets confused.
“My family was perfect. So, so perfect. Until my baby sister passed away on my fourteenth birthday,” Bayley inhaled sharply as if she was keeping herself from crying.
“Afterwards my parents became the worse human beings ever. Each of them with their own demons. My dad is an alcoholic and my mother is basically a crack whore.” she said and Sasha’s face softens as if she wants to cry.
Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences.
“Things got physical really quickly. My parents fought alot and soon all that anger was on me. They started beating me and before my father left he pushed me down the steps.” Bayley says and she pursed her lips for a second.
“Bayley I -” Sasha starts to say and Bayley continues talking.
“I started cutting this is what these are.” she mentions pointing to the bandages securely wrapped around her wrist. “You came into my life and you were like an angel.. the light in my life. You were the brightness in all that darkness.” Bayley choked out as she wiped away tears.
Hesitation, awkward conversation
Running on low expectation
Every siren that I was ignoring
I'm paying for it
“What.. what are you saying?” Sasha asked wiping her own eyes.
Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences
No, ooh-ooh-ooh
Said no, ooh-ooh-ooh
I, no, ooh-ooh-ooh, mhm
Loving you was dumb, dark and cheap
Loving you will still takes shots at me
From loving you was sunshine, but then it poured
And I lost so much more than my senses
'Cause loving you had consequences
“I fell in love with you..” Bayley whispers, “I could only hope you feel the same way.. do you?” Bayley adds as she inhales sharply again.
Loving you.
- To Be Continued...
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Be My Nightingale? ❃ Baysha
Fanfiction❃ • When Bayley's little sister is killed in an accident, she doesn't know where to turn. Does she turn to her drunk dad or her ill mother? Does she turn to the bullies at school who throw things and pick on her? ❃ • She meets Sasha. Sasha changes h...
