V.
It's been a week since I entered this school.The school I've never dreamt to be in.The school that gives me confussions,doubts,and questions unanswered,the school that makes me feel the nervousness.
The game is just a week away,I really need to focus on training,especially on controlling and manipulating my attribute.I can now surpass my attribute but I'm still having a hard time manipulating it.It feels like it has it's own life.I can barely control it,may mga pagkakataon nga na pati ako ay nasasaktan dahil hindi ko ito makontrol,the fact na a week ago ko lang nalaman ang attribute ko, makes me really sick and frustrated.Maraming 'what if's' ngayon na naglalaro sa utak ko.I can't help but to think about those.Negativity is on me,damn!
I'm having my alone quality time in the roof top when somebody pops in.
Damn.I want to be alone.
"Aren't you going to the training room?" He asked.
I'm actually not in the mood to train,pero syempre hindi ko iyon pwedeng sabihin lalo pa't ako ang dapat talaga na magtraining.
Sighs.
I didn't answer him.I'm just not in the mood.Argh!I'm being bipolar this past few days,maybe because of what I'm thinking.
Bago pa man ako makapag isip ng malalim ay bigla na lang may humablot sa braso ko na siyang ikinagulat ko kaya nadala ako sa ginawa niya.
What the fu*ck!
"What the!!Ano ba!!" I yelled at him,but he just give me his oh-so-famous death glare.
He is really rude!!
He's just dragging me wuthout noticing that he's already hurting me.
Napaka insensitive talaga ng lalaking ito.No wonder kinakatakutan siya sa buong school,nit just because of his attribute but also of his different aura.
Hindi na ako umangal sa ginawa niya,dahil baka kung ano pa ang mangyari sa akin kung tatangkain ko pa.
Ang akala ko ay sa training room kami pupunta pero ibang daan ang tinatahak namin.This way is not familiar to me.
Saan ba kami pupunta?
Magtatanong na sana ako ng bigla siyang tumigilkaya naman ang resulta eh nauntog ako sa likuran niya.
Buwisit!
Bigla-biglang humihinto,pesteng lalaking to!
Habang hinihimas ang noo ay inilibot ko ang aking paningin sa paligid,and all I can say is 'wow'.
I've never been in this place.May ganito pa lang lugar dito sa loob ng school.
"Close your mouth,baka pasukan yan ng insekto,tss" bigla-bigla niyang sabi.
Anak ng!nakanga-nga pala ako.Oh!so embarassing!
"Nasa loob pa ba tayo ng H.A?" paninigurado ko,baka kasi mamaya nasa labas na pala kami at napunta sa sentro ng distritong ito.
"Tss" His oh-so-called famous line.Sarap niyang kausap diba? Ang sarap sapakin,para bigyan ka ng matinong sagot.
The place is so peacefull,it's also enchanting,muntik ko ng makalimutang nasa district 2 kami,dahil sa lugar na ito,I can't feel the warmth of fire in here.
Zeki Luxhamana Lambrick,the captain of the group,the man who's the first to notice and experience my attribute,and the one who confuses my feelings.He's sometimes rude but there are also times that he's nice and caring.His acts are confusing,just like the other day on our training.
*FLASHBACK*
Where in the training room now and Yager is the one I'm dealing with,one of the defense guard,a land attribute user.
The training rooms portal is now activated.Para kaming nasa isang gubat,but this are only because of the portal.
Ang unfair naman ng lugar na ito,this will be infavor to Yager 'coz he's a land user.Mahihirapan nanaman ako sa araw na ito.
He start binding the earth and throw some pile of rocks,trees and many more,at ang nagagawa ko lang ay ang pag iwas sa mga ibinabato niya sa akin.
What to do?
Think.Think.
At dahil nga pre-occupied ako sa pag iisip kung anong gahawin ay natamaan ako mg bato na ihinagis sa akin.
Damn!
Ang laki ng batong ito at kung napuruhan ako,I'm as cold as dead by now.Mukhang seniseryoso talaga niya ang training na ito.
Come to think of it,my attribute is his attribute to,I can use his attribute against him.But the question is,can I control it?
Wala akong mapapala kung hindi ko susubukan.
I start concentrating.
I feel the land is in me now,i can feel his attribute.And rigjt aftet that he started attacking me and I do the same,minsan ay natatamaan pa rin ako,but sadly siya ay hindi ko man lang magalusan.
Who am I kidding.
Because I'm feeling down,hindi ko napansin that I lowered my guard down,hindi ko napansin ang punong tatama saakin.Ipinikit ko na lang ang aking mga mata at hinihintay ko na lang na tumama ito sa akin at tumalsik ako sa kung saan pero hindi nangyari.
Anong nangyari?
I slowly open my eyes.
The tree has been captive by a shadow.
It's him.
Then the portal of the training room has been deactivated.Doon ko nakita ang mga mata niyang nakatingin sa akin na may halong inis at pag aalala,at bigla na lang siya umalis sa training room.
(Can I talk to you.....privately?)
It's him,talking to me innerly.
(Talk about what?)
Nasasanay na akong makipag usap innerly,hindi na ako nagfe-freak out tulad ng dati.
Ang ipinagtataka ko lang eh,kung bakit gusto niya akong makausap,at kailangan talaga na kami lang dalawa.
(Roof top,midnight)
'yun lang ang sinagot niya sa akin.
Hays.
Napaka talaga ng isang iyon.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
(Stop reminiscing)
At dahil doon ay para naman akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig.
Once again I let my guard down.Kaya nag over flow ang iniisip ko.
Darn!How I hate the mind reading thing.
"S-sorry" Nauutal kong sagot sa kanya ,verbally.
"Are you ready?"He ask.
At ako naman itong nalito.
"Ready for what?"
He looked at me,with a dead serious look.
O-okay.Ano nanaman ba ang problema niya?
"Training" Maikling tugon niya.
"Dito?"Takang sagot ko.
Tumango lang siya bilang sagot,at ako naman ay kinabahan.Dito talaga?Paano kung masira ko itong buong lugar?Paano kung hindi ko nanaman makontrol ang attribute ko lalo na kung ang attribute niya ang iaaply ko.Ang totoo ay sa attribute niya talaga ako nahihirapan ng sobra,dahil bukod sa hirap akong makuha o maadapt ang attribute niya ehh,para ako nitong hinihigop,kaya natatakot ako.
"You're over thinking,I'll make a force barrier para walang madamay,and besides as long as I'm here nothing bad will happen"
Hindi ko alam pero parang lumambot ang puso ko sa sinabi niya.
Ano bang pinagsasasabi mo Lambrick?
Hindi na ako nakasagot sa sinabi niya at nagsimula na ang tarining ko sa kanya,and all I'm gonna say is,this is hell.Dark attribute is really horrible and hard to control.
Hope to survive this day,coz knowing him,he'll really push me to the limit.
(A/N:lame nanaman ang chapter na ito,sorry guys,i'm really trying my best to capture your eyes,haha kidding aside,continue reading(kung mayroon mang nagbabasa),just bear with the lameness and typing error.
Love lots.
-EPYANG)
