being michael clifford's sister

chapter 9

NATALIE'S P.O.V

I put on my white dress with my black vans and left my hair down (witch has grown so long it's nearly reaches my thighs) the doorbell rings I run to get it "austin!" "hey beautiful ready to go" "ya let's go" (were going to meet Austin's mom I'm nervous as hell!) we get to the doorbell "austin I'm nervous" "it's ok my mom is going to love you" "it's just the last time I had a boyfriend we went to meet the mom let's just say that it didn't go very well" "well whatever happened that day won't ever happen" "then the door opens and Austin's mom says "you must be Natalie your everything austin said he talks about you all the time" "oh really what does he say?" I say smirking "he talks about how beautiful you are,smart,funny,caring,amazing" "mom!" "what!" "she has a right to know" his cheeks were burning red "alright mom were going to my room!" "OK I call you when the dinner is readdy" austin brings me into his room "sorry about that" "it's OK you really think I'm beautiful?" "ya your the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my whole life" "nobody has ever said that to me thank you austin and you are the most handsome guy I have ever seen in my life" "did you tell Michael?" "ya" "what did he say?" "he said he will let us date but if you hurt me he will hurt you" "ok I won't hurt you" i already know that silly" "hey do you want to meet my best friend Alex tomorrow?" "ya sure hey can we take a picture? and put it up on twitter?" "ya it's time to see austin mahone's new beautiful girlfriend" we take a selfie and put it up on twitter and type under the picture 'best boyfriend ever' austin types 'your the best girlfriend ever:-) ' then some fans tweet really nice stuff 'austin Ur girlfriend is really pretty I ship u guys!' 'u guys look so cute together' 'I ship naustin' 'I wish I looked like Ur girlfriend austin cause she is so pretty' 'naustin stay together forever' then we got called for dinner we came down and pasta with cheese and meat in YUM! we sit down and eat our food I tell miss mahone about myself leaving out the part about Nathan you know why then miss mahone tels me to call her Michelle then I have to go home austin drives me home I kiss him goodnight and I went inside to check the picture on twitter' then there were comments saying 'austin are u serious out of all the girls u pick her?' 'she is so f****king ugly' 'slut' 'whore' 'b**CH' 'austin would be better of single then with u' 'go kill yourself slut' and I turned off my phone and ran into my bathroom and looked myself in the mirror 'is it true am I fat? am I ugly? I'm not a slut or a whore' I got out the razor and thought to myself 'don't do this don't do it don't listen to the haters' then I just bring the razor over my wrist and four red lines appear on my wrist it felt good (if you are going through a rough time don't cut you are amazing just the way you are you don't deserve it) and continued to do it then I put the razor in my cabinet and put plasters over the cuts when I finished there was a huge relief off my shoulders then I thought 'what if austin finds out he'll think I'm weird?' (I don't think people who cut are weird I know 4 people who cut) 'or worse what if Michael finds out he'll send me home and never want to see me again well I just won't let them find out

Michael's P.O.V

I go into Nats room to wake her up and I see she is still asleep but then something catches my eye plasters?lots of them I take of one oh god no nat no I wake her up "hey Mikey what's up?" "well for a start you can tell me why your arms are covered in plasters" "Michael it's not" "just answers me why? why did you do it?" "because I'm a worthless fat,ugly,slut" "nat no you not how dare you even think that you are a very beautiful girl who told you this?" "twitter" "let me see" and I see all the hate saying go kill yourself,slut,,fat,ugly so I tweet 'whoever is sending my sister hate stop it whoever is sending it you are not true fans of austin' then I said 'nat please don't do it again I love you to much" "ok Michael" I walk out and call austin

A:hello?

M:hey it's Michael

A:what's up

M:it's about nat

A:what's wrong is she OK

M:she's fine but tell your fans to stop sending hate to nat

A:she didn't hurt herself did she

M:ya arms covered in plasters

A:I'll be over in five

M:bye

A:bye

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