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I couldn't stop thinking about what he said I lay there on the hill alone with my thoghts what did he mean I chose the wrong man christian is perfect for me I curled my self up in a bowl these thoghts just couldn't go away I would see jacob in the woods passing by or walking on the street not looking at me at all christian was in forks to see his grandma I was alone since scar always hanged with his mates everyone else was busy I didn't have my best freind to talk too it made me sad jacob would never pick up my calls answer my messages open the door or even say hi to me I had knowone to even play fight with like uncle damon he was busy with a girl named Victoria I would have bad dreams about my whole family turning their back on me for not making the deal with klause he nagged me about how knowone cared and how everyone wish I could stop trying to annoy them as a tear fell I wiped it away and stood up I'm not ment to cry I never was I sped off to an alley to get a whole lot of blood and their was 7 men knocked out on the floor I smiled at least I was lucky on this department when I finished up I sped home as I walked in I looked around scar was playing fortnite with his freinds while damon was flirting with Victoria in the kitchen and uncle stefan and elana were in the lounge beside the boys talking about who's best and worst I slammed the door shut knowone even looked at me or said we're I've been I looked at uncle damon he was too busy being the number 1 bachelor so I sped up to my room straight to my window opening it wide hopping my best freind would jump in and give me a hug and we would play games but that never happened so instead I stood there next to the window looking into complete darkness just hoping for somthing to happen. . .

I  walk to my bed sigh and plop down i love christian not jacob why is he like this me and chris were meant to be together i wish scar was a baby again his cute baby face would cheer me up i walked to my closet and got out a box that was on the shelf i opend it i took out a photo album there was only one picture in there it was me and my mom's the week before she died

"Oh mom i wish i could see you"i say as tears pored down  my eyes heard the door open and close i shut the photo ablum and wipe my tears "who is it" I said "um your mate" I open the door giving a wide big hug to christen as he hugged back "I misse...

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"Oh mom i wish i could see you"i say as tears pored down  my eyes heard the door open and close i shut the photo ablum and wipe my tears "who is it" I said "um your mate" I open the door giving a wide big hug to christen as he hugged back "I missed you chris" I missed you too babe" he then dropped his bag and looked at me "have you been crying " he asks I turn my head "crying me keep dreaming " he turn my head back to me "please you can tell me " I nodd as he sits on the bed waiting for me it hen place my head on his chest and start to tell him about jacob "I don't know how to bring it up but how did your mum die and wears your father "well it was my mum's wedding day and she was smiling lifting me up and down the next day I woke up crying in a dark room my mum was kidnapped and tortured to death and I was left alone until I saw uncle damons smirk as he holded me on his back that's all I remember plus what uncle damon explained and my father Jeromey Gilbert died from a vampire killing him since he was a vampire hunter "I said straight up with a few tears falling he hugged me tighter "hey it's ok im sorry for asking " I smiled "no it's ok it's good to let down my brick wall for once "

After we cuddled christian fell asleep i sliped out of his arms  and took the photo ablum and put it on the shelf on my closet uncal damon and stefan like chris i love chris hes mine and only mine me and chris are dating were solmates i miss mom and dad so much all i remember is moms face her voice singing me a song in russian i speek german french russian and

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