Never did the pain stop,
pounding until I hoped my head popped.
Never did the tears really go away,
they just faded for a few days.
Never did I ever think the fears faded,
I was just jaded.
Never did the nerves really quit,
sometimes I wanted a hit.
Never did you ever stop to wonder,
but I always thought about when I went asunder.
Never have I ever stopped trying,
even when I felt liked dying.
Never have I ever wanted to die,
until I realized you never try.
Never did I wish to say,
"This my final goodbye."
Never did I think that in the end,
you'd be the one to call me "friend".
