Eclipse: Nothing I Won't Give

~Nothing I Won't Give~

Preface
Do you know, when you wake up in the middle of the night and you think you feel someone holding you close, but when you open your eyes and turn on a light, you find that, it is you, that is holding you. And you even though you hold yourself close; the pain of loneliness overwhelms you.

Chapter 1

Filene had that dream again; a familiar face of a boy she had seen somewhere, being attacked by something in the streets of Port Angeles. And was left screaming his head off in pain by the docks in the pouring rain. She could do nothing to help him, only sit beside him and cry for the pain he was going through.

She awoke, gasping for air as SWEAT dripped from her forehead. What did that dream want from her?

Filene shook her head of the question as she slipped out of bed and went into the bathroom. Filene has been living with Emily and Sam for a couple of months since the day Bella and she returned from Italy.

After she told Sam what went down over there, Filene was taken to the counsel that consisted of Billy Black, Quil Ateara senior, and Sue Clearwater. When Filene repeated her story once more, including her ability to block off the Quileute secret from the coven and the powers she witnessed there.

A half an hour later, after much debating, Filene was dubbed one of the Protectors of La Push, Filene was surprised, she didn't understand why the counsel was doing this, what with her being a pale face and all.

Sam looked over at her and grinned when she voiced this.

"You have proved to us, and the counsel that you can be trusted with our secrets." He told Filene.

"And the whole being able to kill eight vampires is just an added BONUS." Paul added, making everyone and Filene laugh.

It has been a few weeks since her separation from Bella, the Cullens, and Jake. Filene was surprised at all the emails she gets from the Cullens, and not surprised to get anything from Bella. She knew she acted kind of a bitch to her sister, but can anybody blame her for not wanting her sister to become a vampire?

Filene felt she has changed since then, her grades went from As and Bs to A+ and her favourite course was gym instead of theatre. Since she practically ran with wolves now, she had been able to stay fit and gain muscle than fat.

Filene's schedule consists of having breakfast with the pack.

"Hey! Paul, Jared stole my bacon!" Filene whined.

Paul glared at Jared, whom instantly gave back the said bacon and muttered. "Sorry, didn't know you had Paul at beck and call."

Filene smiled and some of her bacon to Paul. "What can I say, I know Paul's weakness."

"Oh yeah?" Embry asked his mouth full of pancakes. "What is it?"

"Chocolate fudges brownies." Paul answered before lifting Filene off her chair and onto his lap.

Filene rolled her eyes. "What is with you and putting me on your lap?"

Paul didn't answer of course, only held her tighter, and was grinning at someone; she turned to see who he was grinning at. Jacob Black was in the door way, glaring dark eyes at Paul as he walked in slowly, he also has changed since he last saw Bella, he was no longer the happy Jake they all knew, but was the moody I-don't-give-a-fuck Jake in which only made him look sexier in Filene's opinion.

Filene rolled her eyes and got herself out of Paul's lap in towards the kitchen where Emily was washing the dishes and helped her out.

When it was time to go to school, she still went to Forks, so for a while it was awkward with Bella and the Cullens, but Bella didn't give up until Filene forgave her, and the Cullens have been giving these sad puppy eyes when she passed by or when they were sitting in class, particularly Jasper and Emmett, which made Filene laugh.