I Love Being Big. 9

award

I had two hours to be ready. I had people pressing and curling my hair. I had people putting make-up on me. I had people giving my manicures and pedicures.

When they were done, I had people stuff me into a white dress that was long and hugged my body. I had on white pearls and pearl earrings. My huge diamond ring on my hand was enough jewelry to where I didn't need any more rings. I love Sean for buying me such a big diamond ring for our wedding.

I out on a pearl bracelet and some white heals. Today I was receiving an award for giving big girls hope. I even had an entourage of big girls. Opal, Danielle, Raven, Sonia.

Opal wore a knee length, tight, low cut, blue dress. Her hair was a tan blonde color and it looked good. She had on blue lipstick. She looked pretty.

Sonia wore a purple dress that was strapless. It was long in the back, but mid thigh length in the front. It flared out at the bottom and was pretty. She had her hair down and curled at the bottom. She had on pink lipstick.

Danielle spotted a black dress with a black leather jacket on top. She had on black lipstick and black eye shadow. Her hair was dyed black and she had it in spikes all over her head. She sported all her piercings and showed off her tattoos.

Raven Had her purple hair straight with a side bang. She had on a brown and white dress that was mid thigh length and tight. She looked like she was about to hit the club. She would catch everyone's eye if she did.

We all went out in the main auditorium and sat at a bug table that was just for me and my friends. Sean and Chance sat with me and Sonia. Everyone in the BBW Club was either at our table, or at the next table beside us. That's where all my other friends that I couldn't fit at this 12 seat table were.

I had invited everyone I could think of. Whether they did me wrong, or was down for me. I want everyone to see me shine.

Hobbes, Richard, Milo, Rick, Raymond, Aaron, Alex, Alexandra, Jake, Katelyn, Shakira, Mallory, Paula, Pasha, Carla, and Danny and Donny were all here. Some of the people looked like they wanted to outdo me. Paula tried, but I looked the best in my princess dress.

My friends and family were here. Everyone at my table did a speech about me. I smiled the whole time. I was crying and sniffling and shit.

I was finally called to the stage. I stood there and looked around at everyone. I smiled when I saw my mom in the corner crying.

"Hello people. In elementary, middle school, and high school, I always felt like I was nothing. That is until my dad came along and showed me I was something. Then my best friend Sonia, and my husband Sean showed me great things. Not many people here tonight helped. Some even made it worse. It's okay because I'm still standing and I'm still successful. It took me a while to realize that nothing that anybody does changes the fact that I am me and I control my destiny. I show people that bog girls are human beings too and we deserve to be treated as such. Remember that people. We are good enough. We are beautiful. We are great and successful. We do have potential. Big girls are where it's at and I love being big!" I chanted before exiting the stage. Everyone clapped and I got a standing ovation.

A man then came over to me and handed me an award. I held it up with pride and grace. I smiled at everyone. I'm so happy. I love being big.