I am me, and that's the problem.
A rascal, a git, a raucous monster.
I slam the door when I am pissed,
I curse, and curse, inside my head.
I am a failure, a great mistake.
One action and my family's at stake.
Brainless, hopeless, queen of mistake,
Results are worst in my every step.
All of these, is all I am,
A monster, so worst, no one can tame.
For all of them, surrenders in just a look,
Change, is what they said, to correct my crook.
But what do they know, when they never see,
How broken I am, deep inside me?
For they never try, to understand,
The reason why I am me.
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daff~
