I'm afraid of the dark, yet I'm still there.
I'm afraid to be alone, yet I prefer to stay away.
I'm tired of crying, yet it's still my hobby.
I want to tell them the truth, but they can't hear the true story. 



I want to be understood, to be seen as one of the good.
I want to be selfish for just a time, but it feels like I'm doing a crime.
I want to show the real me, but they prefer someone who would act perfectly. 
I want to tell them "I'm sorry," but no one would believe me.





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an anime lover, manga reader, wattpad fan, and a crazy girl who's addict in coffee and has a lot of stories in mind but too lazy to write