•Do you really love me? || Levihan fic•

Chapter 4 : Forgive Me

Hanji's POV

The next day after the incident, I decided to have another session with Levi. Purely for the reason of not messing with our schedules. I am indeed hurt by what he did but I need to be professional, since I am his doctor. I need to overcome this personal affliction for the sake of my patient. I looked at my hands which were covered with bandages, a little bit of blood seeping through. I tried to move it to its full extent. I winced when pain induced my hands. I hopped out of the elevator when it reached the floor I am destined to. I walked through the 3rd floor's hallway and approached Levi's door. I adjusted my sleeves further down to hide most of the bandage. I had a little problem in turning the knob since my hands are covered the way boxers' cover their hand. I entered the room quietly and saw that Levi was staring at the door.

Third Person POV

Hanji slowly walked towards her usual seat and sat down. She forced out a smile as genuine as she can, instead she looked constipated. Levi watched Hanji as she took sat on the chair, he  then took a glance at Hanji's hands and figured that her hands were covered with bandages.

"Look, Hanji.... I did not mean it." Levi said.

"Let's be professional Levi, personal affairs should not interfere in our sessions." Hanji said. Levi took a glance at her big brown orbs and saw a glint of hurt. Not as much as the previous event though.

"Are you serious Shitty Glasses?" Levi questioned.

"Please, Levi, I'm trying to be professional here." She said, her voice almost pleadingly.

"Look, just listen to me okay?"

"Fine. Then go on." Hanji said almost whispering.

"As I said, I did not mean it. I just got out of control and let the anxiety get the better from me." Levi said, trying his best to explain the situation. He cursed his social skills for sounding annoyed than sorry.

"Is that all?" Hanji said standing up.

"Where are you going?"

"Out. Let's just continue this session tomorrow." Hanji coldly said.

Levi rushed towards Hanji and yanked her arm before she can go further. He led Hanji towards the ivory hospital bed and motioned her to sit down while he sat on Hanji's usual seat.

Hanji's POV

I gently sat down as Levi motioned me to do. I sat there for a moment not saying nor doing anything. I stared at his gray eyes with strikes of blue. Eventually he gave up and started the conversation.

"Is the explanation still not enough?" He said.

"I don't need your explanation. It's given since you had a panic attack."

"You don't sound like you understand." He said hoarsely. "Then what the fuck do you need to forgive me?" He said louder that before.

"Just.. let me go." I said raising my voice.

I felt my blood boiling even though I did not intended to. I know that he did not mean it. It was part of his situation back then. But I just wanted two words out of him. The two words you need to say when you hurt someone. I tried to stand up but he pushed me back down to the bed. His hand staying on my arm to prevent me from leaving.

"It was an accident I promise." He said.

"I said I don't need your explanation! I know that you did not mean it. But you don't have to push me away! I was just trying to help you... I was trying to help you through the situation." I said. Giving him death glares.