Chapter 12: I'm just a freak

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Hey everyone I know its been a while but this chapter was harder than I expected.

HOPE YYOU ALL ENJOY AND ARENT MAD AT SSUCH A LATE U DATE!

 

OH!  ANDD IF YOUU HAVE THE TIME CHECK OUT “ Back Down Alpha” by justadreamer. Pretty great book!

 

WELL THEN HOPE YOUU ALL ENJOY YOU MAY READ ON!

 

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Jade's  (P.O.V) 

“Hazel are we almost done?” my hands were killing me after three hundred push-up you’d think a girl would crook over and died right! But apparently not with how many I apparently had left! Hazel set my goal at five hundred! Even though she can clearly that my arms are trembling underneath my body.  Yes ever since I was told I was an angel I have felt strong like being told made my body realized it was true. I have been able to do thing I had limits at before. Like now I can run faster, jumper higher, and exceed my limits of everything I was able to do! Everything has somehow been advanced and it is amazing the best thing ever! Well except for the training of course. There is so much new strength could go before I failed.

“Jade hurry up the pace! You have 123 left no slacking off,” she yells at me making me pick up speed again. My muscles are sore but I can’t help but like the burn. Even though I don’t like training I have to admit that it has made me feel more alive than ever before! It’s strange to me now to think that back when I thought I was human I was living. I realize now that I was just more in a cocoon of some sort. Now I free like a butterfly or more like a wolf how free and wild they can be. This feeling is amazing but I don’t loose focus on why I’m doing all this necessary training. I have to protect my family even though most of them are un-worthy of it. I mustn’t forget that they are my family threw out all this shit going on.

That son of bitch Satan was going to pain for trying to kill me! Like seriously what the hell did I ever do to him! I didn’t even know the damn guy existed! So why was he all mad at me jeezes! I don’t know why but just thinking about him makes me so mad and sad at the same time! Like why the hell did he have to hate me of all people on damn earth? I would never wish this fate on another person but why what the reason he had this hatred towards me?  Was I so bad that I had to be killed! Was it that I was here on earth or something? Or is it just because he hates all angels. I don’t understand anything why it’d have to be me of all angels? Why couldn’t it have been another angel? Someone that didn’t have a small little boy that depended on them to keep them alive! I have to get this training done so I can return to Danny! My sweet little boy must be missing me dearly like I him. My sweet little baby boy I’m coming to get you!

“Hana! Stop! You all ready reached one thousand!” hazel’s yells snapped me out of my stupid thoughts. I stopped and stare at my hands. I did it again without realizing it. Going further than I could imagine just because I was so focus on something else.  On my little boy oh how much I miss him. The way he would just brighten my day with his care free smile or how he would make me laugh by just being him. Ever since I have been away from him I haven’t noticed how much I need him to be in check. Shaking away my thoughts away as they wont do any good now and returned to my training at once without looking at hazel or else she would worry. But that did not work for her. She stopped me and looked straight at me. I could see her expression soften as she takes in my features. I knew for a fact my eyes are red from wanting to cry and my face is a bit too flushed from embarrassment.

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