Our little secret // g.d

4| the stare

Andrea's POV

When I got in the car I put on music to get my mind off of the conversation I just had with Emma. While I was happy to help, I couldn't stop wondering if I said something wrong or came on too strong. I was never good with first impressions, especially ones with that deep of a topic. I blasted my music to get my mind off of it. In better news, my parents are in town for a month! I hadn't seen them since I moved to LA which was over a year ago.

When I arrived at my meeting- Which was less of a meeting and more of a fitting for the Teen Choice Awards -I saw my manager, my assistant, and my designer.

"Hi guys sorry I'm late there was a lot of traffic coming from James' place" I apologized as my manager started the meeting.

"Speaking of James, I arranged for you to sit next to him and the Sister Squad during the show. Which will be great publicity considering they are very popular right now," he said.

I smiled and acted normal when in reality I was so nervous given my previous obsession with the twins and the conversation I just had with Emma.

My designer Francesca, was fitting me into what would be my Teen Choice outfit. It was stunning. She made a dark green sequined dress. It was like nothing I've never seen before.

"Francesca, you outdid yourself. This dress is out of the box but simple at the same time."

"Anything for you Andrea."

I looked at myself in the mirror, mesmerized by this dress. It accentuated my curves and made my legs look long, despite me only being 5' 5". I couldn't help but wonder what Grayson would think of this dress.

-a week later-

Today was the day. The day of The Teen Choice Awards. I was nominated for one award, 'Choice Fashion/Beauty Web Star'. It was absolutely insane to me that I was nominated next to some of the best in the game. It made me nervous to think about -if I won- what I would say in front of all those people, and on national tv.

I got up and started getting ready. I hired a hairstylist to come and do my hair since I knew nothing about hair. However, I started on my makeup. I decided to film a get ready with me to take my subscribers on the journey since this was my first event of this size.

My makeup was a brown light but smokey look with a nude lip of course, and my hairstylist straightened my hair and slicked it back for a simple look.

Before I knew it I was on my way to the awards. Being that this was my first event like this I had never walked a carpet before so I was extremely nervous.

I stepped out of my car with my manager Ryan and my assistant Mehgan. The immediate. camera flashes from paparazzi were blinding.

"Don't answer any of their questions and just walk on by," Ryan whispered in my ear.

I nodded and did as he said. I walked through the crowd ignoring their obscure questions.

As I got onto the carpet the nerves just went away. It felt natural to me. The frantic photographers capturing my every move felt oddly calming. Like I was in some sort of movie or tv show. Those nerves, however, came back instantly when I saw Grayson Dolan staring at me.