Me and My Boys

Chapter 2-

Last nights game went really well we won 7-0. I did a good job for not playing in a while. I was scared to death. I didn't talk to anyone after coach announced my position. After the game I was still silent. This morning when Carter came to pick me up I was still quiet. In the morning the boys and I usually meet up in the same place and time, but today Carter walked over to them while I just walked the other way. I was walking towards my locker when my phone rings. I look it was a text from Jack.

Where are you????

I gave a simple response before shutting off my phone completely.

In school.

Finally it is the end of the day. I decided I wanted to walk home so I texted Carter and told him what I was doing so he wouldn't worry. After that I pulled out my headphones it was a good 15-20 minute walk from here to my house. So I quietly walked while bobbing my head to the music. Listening to music, I walked all the way to my house. When I got home I went to my room and did my homework till 5:30 then I went out back of my house and said "I'm sorry dad I shouldn't have played that position. I feel so guilty. I'm so sorry. I really miss you. I will never play that spot again. Well, I got to go to practice. Love you." I walked inside and to my room got dressed for soccer and drove myself to practice for the night. I was silent through out all of practice. You could see my friends and coaches worried look. After practice I grabbed my stuff and went to my car. I didn't say a word to anyone. I just drove home. I feel like I betrayed my dad. By playing that position so I am not talking to anyone on the team for a few days.