Sev's PoV
"You don't have to be afraid to put
your dreams in action.....Wala Wala Wala to be the main attraction."It's all in my fantasy ... Braxton don't remember this...when I fell ohh ahhh.
"You look stupid, and singing to yourself doesnt help that". Braxton said without a trace of amusement.
"Get up idiot". This boy really knew how to charm a girl.
His demand was answered by my silence, a greeting from my middle finger and made no effort to move grom where i was."Alrighty then , since you have no interest in getting up off of this cold ,dirty ,hard , wet ground".
He paused to kick my left leg that was giving me the star fish look ,and shut it with the other one."I guess-" I was cut off by the roaring of the old , tired engine coming to life.
Did he really just -?
Groaning , I bent my neck ignoring the slight ache and the dirty water on my face, I turn to look at the retreating form of the human boy speeding away his bike.
I couldnt ignore the way his hair blew so perfectly in the wind .What a jerk.
________________Apparently the three hour walk to my house in the hard beating rain with sore feet and elbows wasn't enough of a punishment.
The blue vehicle in the garage indicated that Michael Williams was home.My sperm donor was home.
"Gahhhhhh" .
Why me ?
Why now ?
Just whyyyy ?
I stared at the grey two story house that I call home, then my gaze diverted to the tiled pathway ....i wonder if it were comfortable enough to sleep on ?
I brushed those thoughts away only to notice the rapid pounding of my heart. Okay now Sev , you've been through this before just go in...just go in , he's only you're father.
I took the extra few steps to the front door and thank heavens we always kept a spare key.
The final turning and the clicking sound of the door alerted me that my fate was sealed.
I took a deep breathe and dramatically brought one foot forward and peeped inside looking left to right .
Alrighty one more step.
Annnnd .....
Bam!
I mentally slapped myself as i forgot to close the door, and so the wind did it for me.It only went south from there as i watched the perfectly dressed man emerge from the kitchen, i couldnt tell if he was coming home or going out.
"Hey pumpchin." His white teeth flashed as he reminded me of the stupid nickname and it's underlying meaning.
The memory flashed before my eyes and almost broke down my wall of resistance."Michael." I nodded at him.
My voice seemed emotionless yet every single nerve in my body shook, wanting to scream, to cry , to just be angry.But I couldn't .
Not couldnt.. but wouldn't. .atleast not tonight.
Whatever he said next was ignored, as instead of answering, i kept my head down and headed for the stairs to lock away in my room.
The journey to my room was cut short as my feet paused for my body to turn to see if he followed me but as usual I was left with the common feeling of disappointment.
This was the routine, he leaves, i hope for him to come back, he comes back and he makes me feel like this, then i hope he doesnt...damn hope.
It was then that i broke, i didnt make it to my room that night. Instead i sat with my back against the cold wall and willed myself not to cry as i fell into a deep slumber.
"Hey Dad". I greeted my dad while eating my mother's homebaked pumpkin pie, the dessert seeming to go everywhere else against my mouth.
"Hey Sev, you behaved for mommy today?. My three year old self nodded proudly as i watched my Dad greet my mother with a kiss on her forehead, not noticing the grim look on her face.
"Sev you've got pumpkin all over your dress, and in your hair." My mother came over wiping my face trying to rid her daughter of the mess she caused. I didnt notice that i was her escape, her escape from him.
"Relax Sarah, she's just a baby". Dad then approached me as mommy went for more wipes, and he began to play around with the pie of my face.
"See, i made you a beard". He chuckled, gathering the pie on my chin.
"Now i look like you Daddy " i whispered with a toothless grin, making sure that Mommy didn't hear me. Mommy didnt like beards.
"Oh look Michael you've gotten pie all over her chin". Mommy pretended to be mad.
"Yes mommy , im pumpkin chin girl". My enthusiasm was though the roof.Daddy's laughter boomed through our small house and added "Your my pumpchin girl".
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The next morning, i woke up to an empty house. No birds chirping, no alarms ringing, there was nothing but complete silence, yet i felt as though i was going deaf.I left home at 7:15, and i needed to be at school for 8, so i decided to enter McDonald's drive thru for breakfast.
I picked fur from my sweater whiles waiting until it was my turn. The
When i arrived at the pickup window, i was greeted with a bright smile from a readheaded, blue eyed Greed god. His smile was almost infectious, as j had to fight off a smile of my own..I reached out to collect my bag, when he spoke.
"Are you McDonald's?...cause im loving it". His cheesy pickup line caused my laughter to boom loudly throughout the car.
After rackling my mind for a response, i stupidly responded
"The boy at the pickup window, handing me my cheese burger has cheesy pickup lines. ..how fitting".
Did i really just say that?..yes Sev, yes you did.I have never left McDonald's drive- thru that quickly in my life.
You are such a dork Sevaerlena
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