Bloody Love// (Carlos Mena, Brandon, Alex, Giovanny, Ona, Desi, Diego, Ect.)

Chapter 5 (self harm in this chapter)

RECAP × What you were looking for was...

A jar that had blades from every year that you cut yourself you had a good 14 (your 16 and Carlos is 17) you didn't cut for a good 2 years strait. You got the jar and opened it when you opened it, it smelled like fresh blood but you grabbed the freshest one and put it in your hand. You closed the jar and hid it somewhere, where no one else will find it. You started cutting
1 for Desi
2 for Diego
3 for Ona
4 for Brandon
5 for Alex
6 for Giovanny
7 for mom
8 for dad
And 10 for Carlos
After she tweeted in twitter

@lil_Y/N ~ The love you get is fake the hate you get is real

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After you posted that you were getting so much hate and that made you cut even more and you had like 50 cuts on each arm. You cleaned them up and went downstairs to get something to eat. You made yourself a sandwich and ate it on the counter and when you were done you felt warm arms wrap around your waist you turned around and saw

Keep going

Almost there

SO CLOSE

You made it

It was alex...

Y/N × Alex what the fuck are you doing
*I whisper yell*

Alex × I don't even know but I really like you and WHY WOULD YOU CUT YOURSELF Y/N

Y/N × ...

Alex × whatever

You felt something hard on your asscrack and it was a boner

Y/N × What the hell is that alex??

Alex × Look what you did y/n
can you help me???

Y/N × Why would I do that Alex that's your dick not mine

Alex × It can be yours tho if you want it

Y/N × Why wou-

Alex shut you up by kissing you and you kiss back he set on you on the counter and your thighs hurt cause you cut them as well

Y/N × Ow fuckkkk

Alex × did I do something wrong are you ok??

Y/N × No not at all I jus-

Alex × What the fuck is that y/n why would you do that to yourself?????

Y/N × Idk ok I just feel bad for everyone I hurt and everyone that I love never loves me back they say they do but don't mean it and I just...i just don't know what to do with myself so I just start cuting and I-i just feel better after I cut for some reason I get hate when I post my cutting but I just wanna express my thoughts and feelings and everyone doesn't like that I guess cause they always try and throw hate at me why do you think I have so many scars because of them and my ex.

Alex × I'm so sorry y/n but you can- what do you mean ex?

Y/N × My ex boyfriend abused me and raped me and that's why I have a lot of scars on my back cause he used to hit me with a steal pole thing and he used to cut my back with it.