Got it // Seoksoo

✿12

The next week felt like nightmare to Seokmin. He saw Jisoo, but clinging to Mingyu, with the popular kids laughing and joking, wearing more darker makeup and slutty clothing. It's like Jisoo tries his best to be the slut everyone says he is. It hurts Seokmin. He knows Jisoo is just acting. He has also blocked Seokmin on his phone, avoiding the boy everywhere he goes. The boy gets awful lots of glares from Mingyu too, making sure Seokmin sees as he kisses Jisoo with a tongue and digging hands under the boy's pants in public.

Seokmin can see under that fake smile of Joshua Hong, seeing how tired Jisoo actually look. He still doesn't know what he did to make Jisoo like this.

"But like seriously? Why does she give us so many homework? I have better things to do", Chan mocks and pouts at the table in the cafeteria. Hansol snorts. "You're busy with Seunghceol", he comments and Chan flicks his eyebrow. "Your point? Cheollie is better homework to do", he smiles. Seokmin listens to the other's not really focusing on the subject.

"It's a miracle he has been with you this long. I mean he never contact twice", Jeonghan says eyes fixed on the younger, who nods understanding how much a player Seungcheol is. "Then there is also Hoshi, who flirts with me anytime Cheollie isn't around. He is pretty good looking, but Cheollie always gets mad when Hoshi is even looking at my direction", the youngest explain to his friends, drinking his juice.

Hansol sips Chan's drink as soon as he puts it back on the table and gets a hit from Chan. "He is pretty possessive about you. I'm kinda worried", the biracial boy says. Jeonghan looks at them both shaking his head. "I'm still not accepting what you do with him. Does he have a clue how old are you? You're a child. You have like 4 years between you", he says and Chan pouts back facing Jeonghan by now. "I don't need your nagging, Hannie. I'm a big boy and I can handle cases like Cheollie".

Hansol smirks. "Is he big?" "He is." "Nice."

Seokmin finally raises his gaze to other's earning a pitying expression from Jeonghan who fortunately has been quiet about what happened between Jisoo and Seokmin. Seokmin should have trusted his best friend more, since he has been supporting the younger a lot with all of this. Now his and Mingyu's relationship has ended too but it doesn't seem to affect the oldest in anyway. It's like it would be normal, which it is to Jeonghan.

"Hey? Seokmin? Are you okay, bro?" Hansol asks other eyebrow lifted up as all of Seokmin's friends are looking at him now. The boy nods and hums, not really impressing anyone with the answer. "He has some trouble with his sex buddy I guess", Jihoon who hasn't said anything finally speaks up getting confused looks from Seokmin. He hasn't told Jihoon, right? He looks at Jeonghan who is just as confused as them all. Jihoon looks up at all of them and smiles. "He had a sex buddy, but now he doesn't and it hurts him. If that wasn't any obvious", he spreads his hands and gets a laugh from Hansol.

Seokmin just sighs and turns his head away. He sees Jisoo on the cafeteria too, with Mingyu and the popular gang, having fun. Though Seokmin swears he can see Jisoo's wrists being red and bruised under his sleeves, making the other one worried. "Well, this school is fucked up. What would you expect", Jeonghan says stating the facts to the table and everyone in the table agrees to that.

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Jeonghan walks in the hallway following the pretty male, who broke his friend apart. All the dorm hallways are empty and Joshua doesn't seem to notice Jeonghan at all, since he just turns around the corner, making Jeonghan smile to himself speeding up to catch the other.

What he didn't expect was that when he turned around the corner someone same size at him pinned him to the wall, hands holding his wrists and face dangerously close to his. Jeonghan meets mad eyes with dark eyeliner glaring to his soul. "Why are you following me?" Joshua asks. So he noticed.

"I came to ask some questions, not gonna rape you or anything so let me go", Jeonghan snaps and the trapper lets go backing a bit eyes still on Jeonghan, not trusting the guy. The boy sighs and runs hand through his hair before speaking up. "Why are you doing this to Seokmin? Can't you tell how much he cares about you? Or at least cared, now he is just sad all the time".

Joshua moves his eyes guilty to the ground hearing the name of the one who used to make him truly happier. "I..", he starts with a shaking voice not daring to look at Jeonghan, and not wanting to show how weak he actually was. "..We just can't do this anymore", Joshua's voice is quiet. "But why?" Jeonghan isn't letting go before he gets his answers he wants. He has his suspects but he doesn't want to tell them before hearing the real reasons.

Joshua's hands go into fists, squeezing so much his knuckles turn white. "Because I love him", he says almost shouting and finally facing Jeonghan, who doesn't look surprised at all, waiting Joshua to continue. "I can't be with him, because I love him".

"You don't want to be happy?" Jeonghan says immediately shutting Joshua up. He takes a step closer shaking his head. "Why didn't you tell Seokmin anything? He is hurt and thinks he did something wrong", he asks the other boy in front of him, lowering his face.

"I.. I don't know how. I mean, I've always said it to Mingyu and didn't even love him. But Seokmin? He could deserve the best and he is clinging with a whore like I am", Joshua explains not even getting his own idea. He thinks escaping, fleeing from Jeonghan. He is slightly scare of him.

Jeonghan groans out of frustration massaging his bridge of nose. "How can you know what he thinks of you if you doesn't ask? Trust me, Seokmin just wants answers. And honestly, you should break up with Gyu. You have god damn bruises in your arms and your collarbones look awful, not to mention what your other body parts look like without clothes", he says and looks at Joshua trying to pull his sleeves lower if that's even possible.

No, it isn't about Jeonghan and Mingyu at all, they haven't been in contact and Jeonghan doesn't care about the taller anymore in anyway, not even in the sexual way. He has his new targets while Mingyu probably has other's too beside Joshua.

"Mingyu didn't do this before.. He used to be more gentle before the night when I shout Seokmin out of the room. I think he noticed that I've cheated on him and just wants to make sure I'm loyal or something twisted. It's just weird how he came just then when Seokmin has left even though he said to be the whole night away", Joshua tells and his face tells how disappointed he was in himself. Jeonghan on the other hand bit his bottom lip nervous and humming. He doesn't want to tell Joshua about how his boyfriend cheats on him more than he knows, but maybe he just wants the popular one's to suffer. What an evil angel.

Jeonghan swings his hand onJoshua's shoulder smiling a bit. "Let's go talk to Seokmin. We can wait for him in our dorm room", Joshua doesn't answer. He is too busy thinking about how to tell him anything.