Got it // Seoksoo

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Joshua fidgets his fingers sitting on Seokmin's familiar bed while being stared by Jeonghan in the silent dorm room. Jeonghan crosses his arms sighing waiting the younger to come in the room. "Where the hell is that kid?" he mumbles while Joshua just lowers his gaze. "Maybe this isn't good idea..", the latter says and earns snort from the other. "It is, trust me. I can't look at his gloomy face anymore". 

Ironically, after that the door opens revealing laughing Seokmin and Hansol coming in and throwing some stupid jokes. Joshua freezes in his spot as he sees the beautiful smile from the beautiful face of Seokmin. Hansol stops confused as he sees Joshua and so does the other younger seeing him. Silence fills the room, only to be broken by mischievous Hannie. "Now, Hansol and I shall leave to let these two talk", he smiles and goes to confused boy taking his shoulders and walking out of the room closing it behind. 

Seokmin keeps on staring down to Jisoo, once almost his Jisoo. He doesn't know what to say so  he just stands there, feeling the awkward atmosphere flowing in the air. Jisoo stands up from the bed. "Seokmin.. Your friend..suggested me to tell you something. And I guess you deserve some explanation", he starts with a delicate voice. But, when he looks at Seokmin he can see the boy shaking his head a bit angry even, little concern on his face too. He grabs his hair sighing. "Wait just a fucking minute. You came here, to my room, ready to talk after a week avoiding me and last time we talked- no, you yelled at me to leave you alone, without reason, and you expect you can just tell me lies and probably leave me again?" 

Jisoo flinches and bits his bottom lip backing off a bit, not wanting to get in Seokmin's way who isn't done yet. "I was stupid to think you would be something important for me but I guess I forgot that you love your boyfriend, who hoe's around more than you do", he shouts almost. Jisoo flicks his eyes open. "Wha- what do you mean?" Seokmin chuckles and comes closer to Jisoo who's back touches the wall already, pinning the smaller against it. "He fucking cheats on you. I saw him exiting from our room, leaving Jeonghan naked in the bed, and he probably has been doing this longer than you can imagine", Seokmin looks at the hurt expression from the older, who looks away slowly and ready to cry assuming his wet eyes. Seokmin lets go letting Joshua more space. 

The latter gulps and shakes, not letting tears fall. "He found out about you and me cheating.. He hit me.. I felt so guilty thinking it's all my fault but.. He cheated on me too?" the boy breaks down covering his face with hands, crying silently.

Seokmin softens, pitying the older. He knows those isn't fake tears, he knows the real Jisoo. So, he gives up letting his anger away as he scoops the smaller into his embrace, hushing him and comforting as he draws circles on his back. The poor Jisoo cries on Seokmin's neck smelling the familiar and comfortable scent of the other male and after staying there for awhile, he gets quiet still leaning into Seokmin. "I'm sorry for being angry", the younger whispers. 

Jisoo shakes his head furiously and leans back still on Seokmin's hands only to see his face. Seokmin sees Jisoo's make-up being sprawled still managing to be beautiful as hell. "I should be apologizing.. I'm sorry for shouting you out and for avoiding you", he says and earns a small smile from the other while he brushes his cheek with his hand. "And I don't wanna leave you again so listen to me.. please". 

They sit on the bed as Jisoo sighs interlacing fingers with Seokmin. "While you slept on that night, when I pushed you away and made Mingyu angry, I looked at you and realized how I feel about you.. Not the way I feel about Mingyu, it was stronger. It was real. I knew that..", he takes a deep breath and avoids eye contact as Seokmin tries to catch his eyes. "I'm in love with you".

The whisper is almost unheard but Seokmin feels his heart beat skipping a beat as everything goes quiet. Jisoo is almost cracking from his nerves and ready to run away from the door when Seokmin places his hand to his cheek and smashing their lips together in a loving kiss, the older melting into the movements. They kiss for awhile and when Seokmin lets go he smiles almost crying. "Why didn't you tell me? You're such a cutie", he says and leaves Jisoo pout, not getting an answer or an echo for his confession. 

Seokmin notices and smiles more caressing now both Jisoo's cheeks with his hands. "I'm in love with you too. I thought of telling you but then again, why would you love me back when you have a boyfriend. I thought you loved him more than you could ever love me", Jisoo breaks into tears leaning closer to Seokmin as they fall in the bed hugging each other and Jisoo crying into the other's shirt making it wet. Seokmin laughs and brushes his hair. "Don't cry.. We will make this out somehow", the comforts of Seokmin makes Jisoo smile as he cuddles closer. 

They lay down in the bed, unbothered about the 20 minutes passing. Jisoo is now quiet again and Seokmin starts exploring the slim fingers of the older. He caresses them carefully lifting his hands in between their heads. Jisoo closes his eyes not wanting to see his own bruises, but Seokmin wants to know how much is Jisoo suffered. He takes the sleeves down and sees almost black bruises around the wrists. Seokmin stares at the probably hurtful spots, before leaning closer and kissing his wrists. Jisoo finally opens his eyes to see what the other is doing. The boy gulps as his shirt is being lifted of fully and exposing his whole torso, with bite marks and red spots all over the skinny boy. Seokmin frowns at the sight and climbs on top of the older, kissing the spots trying to make them feel better. The older lays on the bed not moving an inch as his body is being taken care of. 

"Why has he been so aggressive..", Seokmin whispers against Jisoo's chest. The latter lets out a voice supposed to be a laugh but it sounds more like a whimper. "I told you. He found out about you and me. Maybe he wants to make sure that I know who actually owns me..", Jisoo explains, feeling a scoff from Seokmin against his biceps. "You choose who owns you. This is so wrong in many ways.. I don't want him near to you if he does this", the voice is full of care and concern, that Jisoo hasn't heard in a while. It makes him happy. 

"Well, we are still together so what can I do?" Jisoo says caressing Seokmin's hair, who suddenly gets on the same level as him face to face. "Break up with him", he says straight to Jisoo's face who sighs silently and drops his eyes somewhere else. "I want to make you happy, Jisoo. I want to be the one who gets to love you everyday. I promise I could take good care of you-"

"Minnie, shut up already. I get it..", Jisoo shuts him up and starts to move Seokmin's shirt away so they are both half naked. Seokmin helps him out and leans down to hug the smaller body, feeling warm shivers around his spine. "So what will you do?" he asks. 

Jisoo is quiet for a second before kissing Seokmin's ear next to him. "I will break up with him.. Then we can be together everywhere", he smiles and so does the other boy, who plants wet kisses to the older's shoulder.