Everyone has despair in their hearts. Some do not notice or choose to ignore it. While others have their hearts filled with it. Despair can control the heart, and eventually the mind. After it has started to control your mind and its thoughts, you go insane. A kind of insane that changes who you are, completely. No going back from who you are now, kind of insane.
There are ways for your heart to be filled with this despair. To take someone's troubles and double it. Triple it. Maybe, even make it ten times worse. Or, you could just take someone that they loved, so dearly, and kill them. Turn that person crazy. Not want to live, knowing what they did. Some say that it's impossible. Some even say that, the person who turned them crazy is insane themselves. Maybe everyone's crazy. But, even then. No one should have that kind of power. Until the rumor of an Elite University has spread, maybe someone will now...
